Fliss

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You absolutely right; about all of it. Yes work hung over my head

daily. The guilt I felt for not carrying my weight on the unit, not

doing my job as well as everybody deserves and I knew it. I am

useless and need to get well. I dont know what i will do next.

I heard from the nurse who works for the doc in Cinci and they

already received my last or path report so I know ADams arealdy sent

them. I guess that is what he is pushing for; I am seeing a

neurosurgeon because my neck has problems, something they discovered

on the side but it explains a lot. So I am seeing him next week.

The pain is considerably worse Fliss. Last week was bad and sunday

was very bad; if I had to go to work on monday I would not have made

it. I was thinking about that, laying in my bed early monday

waiting on the pain meds to kick in. I cant work right now, I am

not strong enough and I have to change that.

I didn't expect my boss to be so eager to show me the door though,

that kind of through me for a loop. I love that job and most of my

coworkers are like family. I know I will go back to MUSC I love it

there. Its huge and like a small town of its own. And I'm not

going to loose my ranking in the parking garage either, even if I

have to pay out of my own pocket. I'm giong tomiss it terribly but

I am a lousy nurse right now, just too sick.

Thanks for your support Fliss and I did get the email. I'll have to

make sure to put it in the right spot this time. I'm glad your not

feeling pain like this Fliss, I hope you never do. Any chance of

talking Neops into adding the ict to his tp? Give my best to Jim

and I'd love to see the pics of Ant in his Cap and Gown, they look

so handsome!

Chrissy