Guest guest Posted August 21, 2004 Report Share Posted August 21, 2004 Well I had the study yesterday and passed; at least that is what the radiologist had said. So that is good news. Shoot I could have told them I would pass, oh well. I am just so depressed and down. I am never like this as I am usually one of those disgustingly perky kind of women. I went by my old unit and it just broke my heart, it was great to see my co workers, but it just kills me to have had to give up the perfect job. Everything seems to just be going down hill, my whole life is ruined. Everything I have ever worked for is gone, I cant even afford to die. I just keep crying. I try to chin up, look at the bright side. Enjoy my family. Keep that smile on my face, but I am just so damn sad. I hope I get some good news soon because I dont know how much more of this I can take. I just cant stop crying. Sorry about going on but it does feel good to say it even if it is just in writing, get it off my chest so to speak. I tell myself, there must be a plan, a reason for all this. But all I feel is pain and disappointment. I hate what I have become and would rather die. See this is why I haven't posted in so long, I dont have anything good to say. I hope and pray for only the best for all of you. I'm glad the infection is clearing up. Please take care. Chrissy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2004 Report Share Posted August 21, 2004 Hi Chrissy, Just remember, today is crap but tomorrow will be better, Best wishes, Poncho - GA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2004 Report Share Posted August 21, 2004 Chrissy, We are here for you even when you don't have anything good to say - in fact, especially when you don't have anything good to say. I'm not trying to butt in on your personal business, but are you taking any type of anti-depressant? Lord knows you have reason to be depressed but medication can help with some of the feelings of hopelessness. I take zoloft and helped so much that I told my husband I don't think I'll ever quit taking it. The zoloft just makes it easier for me to deal with the hand life has dealt me. Take care and know you are in my prayers. W alabama Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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