Guest guest Posted August 7, 2004 Report Share Posted August 7, 2004 Karyn and all, I've been in the hospital again and just got home today so I'm way behind on my e-mail and will probably have to delete most. Anyway, I saw this one you sent and although I've only skimmed it, I just wanted to reinforce the importance of your suggestion. Just today in the hospital on their patient channel, there was a really good show on diabetes. It was saying that most people actually have type 2 diabetes for about 10 years prior to it being diagnosed by having an elevated fasting blood sugar. They said that many people already have damage done to their body (mostly eyes, kidneys, or heart) from uncontrolled diabetes before they are diagnosed. By the way, even though it's now been over 18 months since I was diagnosed with type II diabetes, I have never had a fasting blood sugar higher than about 140. As those of us who have diabetes know, the symptoms are often vague or even non-existent in the beginning. In my case, I began having problems with my blood sugar going low 3 months after the return of my acute panc attacks. Now, I am a very intelligent woman. I have very close friend with serious type I diabetes. My mother has type II diabetes, even though she has never been overweight and is so physically active she amazes all of us. For the most part her diabetes is mild and is controlled with diet and exercise -most likely because her weight is good and she's so active. My daughter's grandmother died from diabetes that started off as type II. She had a heart attack and bypass surgery in her early 40's. She was diagnosed with diabetes after her heart surgery. This was back in the late 70's, so personal blood sugar monitors weren't available (as far as I know). We didn't know it at the time, but I feel sure she'd had diabetes for many years prior to her diagnosis and it was probably at least partially responsible for her heart problems. She had 8 children and the last 4 were very large babies, with the largest weighing almost 13 lbs at birth! Anyway, she was poor, didn't drive, and really didn't have the income to eat the way she was supposed to eat. She would often run out of her medication and go a week or so without getting it refilled because she either didn't have a way to get to the store or she didn't have the $1.00 or so that medicaid charged for prescriptions back then. Never mind that many of her kids or kids-in-law would have been happy to get her meds, but she wouldn't tell us she was out or that she didn't have the money to get it, 'because she didn't want to bother us'! For many years, she didn't do a good job of monitoring or controlling her diabetes. I was only 16 when I married her son (my first husband) and knew nothing about diabetes. I was the one (at only 18 years old) to get all the info from her doctors and getting her approved for SSI after her heart attack because the doctors said she absolutely could not work on a job any longer. Had I known the importance of monitoring her blood sugar closer and realized the harm that she was doing to her body, I feel pretty sure I could have persuaded her to take it more seriously. I was the 'apple of her eye' even though I was her daughter-in-law and she and I were very close. I'm not blaming myself because I was just a kid, but I do wish I'd understood the long term consequences of uncontrolled diabetes. Her son and I divorced in 1988, but I still kept in touch with her to some degree and we had a loving relationship til she died. She lost the lower half of one leg due to an infection in the early 90's when she was in her mid 50's. I didn't get to see her as often as I'd have liked after and I divorced. I was in college, raising my daughter, then re-married and began my career working for the department of the army. I still tried to pop in from time to time since I worked only a few minutes from where she lived. However, my life was busy and I lived in the next town, about 45 mintues away. Anyway, according to (my ex and Nikki's dad) and his sisters and brothers, their mother really did take the diabetes seriously after she lost her leg. She took the loss of the leg in stride and never complained about it However, I think it was kind of a situation of too little, too late. She got an infection in her toe on her remaining foot. She was doing her best to take care of it do everything the doctors told her to do. I don't think even the doctors realized how bad the infection was until they got her in the hospital. Gangrene set in and she was gone in a matter of days after they put her in the hospital. This was around 1995 and I think she was about 60. Back to my diabetes. The first indication was when my mom and I had gone to B'ham (100 miles away) for a doctor's appt. I suddenly felt very cold, then clammy, dizzy, nauseated - just really weird. My mother told me it sounded like my blood sugar had bottomed out. She didn't have her glucose monitor, so we couldn't check it. However, she gave me some jelly beans and soon I felt fine. She wanted me to bring her monitor home with me so that I could check if I had another episode. I insisted I was fine and it was no big deal. The very next morning, I had another episode. This time, I called my mom to bring my monitor. I had eaten a little something by the time she got there and was actually feeling fine. My blood sugar was in the 50's, so there's really no way of knowing how low it had been. I then relented to borrowing my mother's monitor until I could get test strips for mine. I'd had a blood sugar monitor for a while because my mother was forever on my case and wanted me to check my blood sugar if I sneezed! Anyway, this was just another case of my mother being right! Thankfully, I did listen to her. I soon found that if I went more than two hours without eating, my blood sugar dropped to around 40 to 70. As long as I ate every two hours (while awake) I did okay - well, once some of the members of PAI told me that eating jelly beans or something with only sugar was not the best thing for an episode of low blood sugar. I think it was Kimber who told me I would do better with something that had a mix of protein and cards. Because I'd had the gastric bypass and I can't eat the quantity of food that a dietician might recommend for a 'normal' patient, I chose to meet with a nutritionist who was very familar with gastric bypass patients. He told me what I needed to strive for with my meals and snacks - as most of you know, you need a mix of protein, carbs, and just a little fat. Eating the way the nutritionist told me and making sure I ate every two hours helped tremendously. For a couple of months, I just had trouble with my blood sugar going low. However, it soon began going high and as time went on - the highest high blood sugar crept higher and higher. Sill, it has never been to a really critical high blood sugar. I think the highest ever was just over 300 and the majority of the time, it only goes up no higher than 200, even when it does go up. I am still controlling it with just diet except when I am in the hospital with a panc flare. I usually have to be given insulin when I'm in the hospital. However, this time, I made it through the hospital stay with no insulinl My panc attacks began in January 2000, about 18 months after I had my gallbladder removed. Actually, I also feel pretty sure I'd been having mini panc attacks for about 3 or 4 years prior to first 'documented' attack. After a year of problems, things got much better. However, I now realize I was still having mini attacks even when I was just doing my best to ignore the pain in my gut. I had close to a two year reprieve with no major attacks. Again, I was still having what I now know were probably mini panc attacks. In July 2002, I had an attack that was no doubt acute panc (as evidenced by an elevated amylase, lipase, and liver enzymes. It was October 2002 when the low blood sugar problems began and by December 2002, I was having episodes of elevated blood sugar. I had NO idea that diabetes could make you feel so crappy! When I'd have fluctuations in my blood sugar, it just made me feel tired, crazed. However, because I had talked with the nutritionist, I just became more devoted to eating as I knew I should and things got better. In January 2003, I was diagnosed with type II diabetes on my first visit to the endocrinologist. This was despite the fact that I was at my lowest weight since I was about 16 or 17 and was no longer at all overweight! He told me to continue doing what I was doing and to incorporate exercise (not doing so good in that dept.). He told me he really wanted to keep me off meds for diabetes since I have liver disease and the meds for diabetes are hard on your liver. He also told me that he felt sure that the diabetes was from the repeat attacks of acute panc despite the obvious hereditary risk since my mom has type II diabetes. However, it really didn't matter what has caused the diabetes. We just need to deal with it and keep it under control. Well, again I've written a book. However, I just wanted to emphasize the importance of being in control of one's own health. Personally, I think even people without cp should periodically check their blood sugar and not just a once or twice a year fasting morning blood test. I think anyone with cp should have their own blood sugar monitor and test once or twice a week or any time you're having symptoms. Oh, I thought I was odd because my problems started off with only having episodes of low blood sugar and no high. However, when I met with a diabetes education counselor (after being diagnosed officially with type II diabetes), she told me that diabetes almost always starts with episodes of just low blood sugar before it progresses to episodes of high blood sugar. She said that most people just don't know they are having low blood sugar so they totally miss the symptoms. My sis-in-law has congestive heart failure. She's had two heart bypasses and more cardiac caths than I can count. She first had an episode of high blood sugar when in the hospital with fluid overload because of the congestive heart failure. I think it was around 240. I begged her to go ahead and get a monitor and start checking her blood sugar periodically. This woman was a nurse and at one time was a nursing instructor at a local college. She now owns her own successful insurance business. She refused to get a blood sugar monitor and insisted it was just a fluke that the blood sugar was high. About 3 months later, she had a fasting blood sugar at the doctor's office that was over 300. He immediately put her on oral meds. I again begged her to please get a monitor and watch it closely. She refused and said that she couldn't stand the thoughts of being diagnosed with another illness. I certainly understand that, but diabetes is not something to stick your head in the sand with. She did finally get a monitor a few weeks later. The very first time she check her blood sugar with the monitor, it was over 500. She and I both assumed she might have gotten a faulty monitor. I told her to go to the pharmacy and have them give her a different monitor. She said she felt fine and would do that in the morning. She did and it was again over 500 with a different monitor. The pharmacist even called the monitor company to make sure they'd done the testing correctly and that the monitor wasn't defective. She then called her primary care doc and of course he told her to get her butt in there. Her blood sugar was again over 500 in his office, so needless to say she was put in the hospital. She's been battling her blood sugar for several months with various oral meds and diet. She's lost about 30-40 lbs and seemed to be doing everything right. The internal med doc switched her to insulin and they still couldn't get the blood sugar under control. She went to a new (and wonderful) endo and through working with him, a dietician, and buying an exercise bike, she's finally getting the blood sugar under control. The first HBA1C the internal med doc did on her was over 10, so it was obvious her blood sugar had been going dangerously high for some time. It doesn't do much good to think about as we cannot turn back time. However, I just wonder how long she's actually been a diabetic and how much of an impact the diabetes had on the major damage to her heart. To make matters worse, she has lost 3 very close friends to a combination of diabetes and heart failure just in the last 3 to 4 months. She had her first heart attack and bypass when she was about 50. She's now 60 years old. She still works full time and leads a pretty active life - as far as entertaining and socializing goes. I admire her because there's no way I could continue working with the health problems she has. However, she says she absolutely loves her job, so I think the job may help prolong her life. She and I have talked about the reality that she probably will never see 70 and even seeing 65 is rather iffy. She and I can talk about this reality. I love her but she is my sis-in-law and not my sis so I can be a little more objective about the reality that her life span has definitely been shortened. My husband and his other sis won't let her even talk about the possibility of her death. I would never say this to her, but I will forever wonder if the diabetes had been diagnosed 10 years ago, if some of the damage to her heart could have been prevented. If this e-mail makes even one person get their head out of the sand and be aware of the possibility that they have diabetes, then my time will have been well spent. Take care all, Alabama Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 8, 2004 Report Share Posted August 8, 2004 , You wrote, " If this e-mail makes even one person aware of the possibility that they have diabetes, then my time will have been well spent. " I understand the sentiment. Amen. And, thank you for your efforts, hard work, dedication, support, and love. It is about one person helping another person to help another person. If that goal is achieved, then I should say that it was a day well lived. When we care for others, our bodies can only be in a healing state. So, I am sure you will continue to improve, too. Karyn , RN Exec. Director, PAI Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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