Guest guest Posted December 22, 2003 Report Share Posted December 22, 2003 Went on cf memorial link, BAD choice.Now very depressed.(why do i do that to myself?)Need some kind of support group in area, or somebody with some answers.I need SOME reassurance that my son is going to be ok if i just do everything the docs tell me to do, cant seem to find anybody willing to sugarcoat whats going on.Sometimes i feel really alone, thank God i can at least talk to all you, or i'd pull my hair out(thanks by the way), but sometimes i need more.I hope i can take my mind off this,i dread another sleepless night worrying about the challenges in my life i face that i have no control over(control, ME, the QUEEN of needing control!)Its so strange that my " black and white, NO gray " personality generally serves me well; in this circumstance it hinders happiness and generally tends to cause me grief and anxiety.Sorry to be such a downer tonight; i rest better knowing that if I hurt so bad inside tonight maybe its so ten fold can smile tomorrow! Sad day in FLA, Patty, mom to Tyler 8wcf and 2 little ones wocf Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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