Fliss

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Does your school remain open all year round. We still have summer

vacation here that last 10 weeks. I wish they would do away with

it. The last month of school the kids are wild trying to finish up

and all the expectations of free time. They spend the first month

once returning relearning everything they forgot. Seems a dreadful

waste of time not to mention now a days most families have both

parents working and it takes a lot of money and effort to entertain

and attempt to fullfill some of the expectations.

Thats another reason I want to go back to work. I am a much better

parent when I am not around my kids so much...LOL. I had made a

typo earlier I return to work for 2 days, 8 hour shifts, for 4

weeks; then will be reevaluated. I am worried because I am still so

very tired and sleep alot, even when not taking the narcotics.

Also, I am not pain free and, oh God Fliss, you have no idea how

much I dont want any problems. I am still so weak and cant do many

of the things I used to, house work, pushing a buggy, bending at the

hip, just makes things worse. I think I will be very happy if I can

do those 16 hours, its not that much and I love so much what I do.

knows me very well Fliss, too well. He can look at my eyes

and posture and knows immediatly how I feel. I can make myself

stand up straighter, but my eyes dont lie. He knows. The posture

is something else, I was raised where we had classes on how to

stand, sit, manners and the like. I've never had poor posture and

now I swear I could roll up like a rolly-polly bug in a minute if it

would ease that panc pain.

I have to be careful what I eat as well. This morning Billy brought

me breakfast in bed, then chatted with me while I ate. It was good,

but rather rich for me so early, eggs with cheese and muffins. It

was really nice of him to do that and unusual too. I usually start

my day off a bit slower and much lighter. I dont usually eat meals,

per se'. I have been doing that for some time now.

Well now I do believe you are one lucky lady. You have a major feet

up in the air, butt slammed to the ground fall, only one sweet

lovely little witness and your in front of the KITCHEN! You

couldn't have fallen in a better spot had you planned it! Me? I

have lousy luck, if I am going to embarrass myself you can pretty

much guarantee it will be seen by many and spoken of for years!!

I prefer small shops to the big malls myself. Much more personal

and less hoopla, all that music blaring, flashing lights, sounds

like you had a good day. Why cant you wear the linen suit yet?

I'll be thinking about you on Tuesday well monday night really.

Things will be ok, Fliss, you are just going to have to take each

little turn as it comes. There's not always bad news around the

corner.

Chrissy