Guest guest Posted July 22, 2004 Report Share Posted July 22, 2004 Sometimes, I just feel lost & not really sure what I can & cannot do. I want to take a river cruise of Danube in Dec. with my husband, cause after travelling for 15 years (free) I really miss it. But I realize I am just so lucky to have been all those places which most people have not! But my husband is from Greece & of course I would like to go with him when he goes home, but have not been since 1990! I have decided not to even have the wine on special occasions, I have not seen a pancreas specialist, but I would have thought that the G.I.'s should know these things! I am attempting to fly to St. Louis to see my 92 year old Mother I have not seen in over 3 years, she has anklyosing spondelitis, so we both have these rotten spinal conditions. It scares me that I might not make it to her funeral. I don't want to live in fear, and I don't want to stop living.....but it 's hard to not do either. I am a lousy Buddhist, we are to live in the present, but that is also very difficult. Thanks again for you advice & input, I'm feeling better already. With the world the way it is, I should not be complaining about anything!! Write me anytime, I have almost no family, Mother in STL and sister in Tucson, so communication is very important. Thanks again, love Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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