a little bit of everything

October 3, 2000

Hi everybody! Rhonda from Indiana here. I also wanted to let Lara

know that it is good to see her back on the list. I wish you the

best as you prepare yourself for surgery. God speed to you. I also

have missed Cathy Morrow. I don't post real often but I read them

every day. There are certain people I just expect to see. I always

wonder if things are going okay for them when I don't see them post.

I can't usually spend much time posting because I am at work. I

don't have e-mail at home yet. I have not been able to convince my

husband of its value. I think he equates e-mail with the internet

and he is dead set against having the internet. We have a friend

that got involved with someone over the internet that has tore her

life and her family's life apart. Now my husband will not even

consider having the internet in our home. I really want it for just

this reason of posting and talking with people like me. Nobody

understands me like all of you do. Anyway, enough of my problems

about that. They are really small compared to other things going on

for all of us. I would like for everyone to keep me in their

thoughts and prayers. I will be going to Indianapolis on October 19

to present my need for surgery before the Grievance Committee. I am

so scared about this. I am more worried about this than having the

surgery. Now I feel like if I get denied again, it will be my fault

because I did not present myself well enough. I will know one way or

another by October 20. I am praying to God that he will hand pick

the people from Cigna that sit in on the Grievance Committee that

day. Well, better go for now. Best wishes to all that are still

waiting and congratulations to all the are on the other side.

Bonded by our experience, strength and hope

Rhonda

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