Guest guest Posted April 6, 2004 Report Share Posted April 6, 2004 Hey Everybody, Guess what I had my consultation this morning. For all of you that kept me in your prayers it must have worked, because within Ten minutes of talking to me he interuppted and said " you have no choice, you have to have this surgery. " Im thinking to myself am I hearing things correctly, I could not believe it him when I heard those words. I mean all the way on the plain ride here my mom said be prepared he does turn people down. So Im thinking oh your not ready for this yet, thats what was set in my mind. Now Im pitching myself to try and realize this is it, Im going to take this horrible, mean, devil out of my body! I told myself Im not going down without a fight and heres my fight! But this is it, Im so scared yet so happy. You know what I did today after that? Well first before we decided to leave we decided to go to the gift shop, (keeping in mind I was very close to my grandmother who passed away, I asked for some kind of sign.)I walk only to find a table of flowers and there was one plant that caught my eye, the only one sitting there was a White Callilli which was her favorite flower, and has become mine. I knew at that moment this was what I had to do, and you know I bought the plant! Well we were so excited we decided to go celebrate, you guys would of been so proud of me I walked five MILES! It was beutiful it was seventy degrees, and sunny. I think today was a make-up for my first plane ride. You all know my wish was to go on an airplane. Well this was my first one. It was going so well up until the last twenty minutes when my sugar started to drop and I mean below seventy my sugar was. They gave me apple juice, nothing was working and ofcourse were about to land and being so sick it all came up. : ( I dont think I will be ever to drink apple juice again lol. Anyway they wheeled me off the plain and got me some sugar and I was okay from there. But let me tell you for being here not even twenty-four hours its been one heck of a trip. I wish you were all here with me. But I know all of your wonderful prayers were. They have helped me tremendiously! If thats a word lol! Well I will end this here, and let you know I love each and every one of you very much, and want to thankyou for all your loving support and friendlyness. Oh and for everyone we havent planned the date for the surgery yet, but were looking at about maybe a month from now. And this is for Shirley, I think God has sent me an angel because you are amazing to me and I know you and I think God might have gotten tired of all your prayers lol. But if thats what did the trick then I owe you the world as well as my family and friends like you. Love Always, P.S. Jean, I want you to know, That if it would be okay to talk to your daughter, It has not left my mind since I walked out of his office. I am so scared for you and her children and her mostly. I wish this might be a lead to you and many as well. Your definately in my prayers and thinking of you. I love you, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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