Hiedi & Fliss.

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I appreciate the concern. I dont see how I could have possibly over

done it. I really have done nothing grand. Oh great, cant even

grocery shop by myself. I parked at Belks today, kids need clothes,

and the walk to the door about had me in tears. I dont know if I

lifted the gallon of milk wrong or there is something wrong or

what. I was doing fine, even rode my bike a little in the drive. I

dont see how I could have over done it. I was so upset by the time

I got home this afternoon that I emailed , fussed a bit. He

emailed me back and wants a CT tomorrow. I see him wednenday,

maybe I'll just hold off and rest tomorrow. I dont see how they

could schedule one so quick anyway. Maybe I'll take the kids to the

beach tomorrow, they'll run about and I can just lay there.

Fliss I am so glad your had such a lovely holiday, I cant wait for

the post card. If Jim downloads more pics send them to me I loved

showing the kids Italy, especially with the Easter holiday and your

wonderful Vatican shots.

I dont think I have over done it like I was saying. I have been

watching what I eat as well. But I had a bad spell saturday and its

just not letting up much. I dont want to take the pain meds as I

already have them out of my system and was enjoying the full brain

functions once again. Last couple of days I have not had much of an

appetite and a little nauseas, so I haven't had much in. Its ok

though, didn't want to gain any weight anyway.

Maybe this is just how it will be. I will always have cp until I no

longer have a panc. I guess pain is just part of the package and I

just need to learn to live with it as I do with the good, with such

ease. I dont know about work now, that is another situation. I can

request 30 more days after the 22. Then that is it KAPUT! However,

I really need to go back to work as the money issue will surely come

up as I no longer will be getting any short term disiability. That

is quit the conumdrum. I dont know what to do. I love and need my

job. I dont know.

Well guessed I whined and complained enough for one day. Maybe I'll

feel better tomorrow, guess I should take the meds and sleep. I

hope you are both doing well. Heidi didn't you say you were going

to talk with another doc in GA about an insulin pump. Did you ever

set an appt with them. If I had the power you would have one, hell

two, one to give to Sue too. I wish I had that power but all I can

to is hope and pray for us all. Fliss I knew the ocean would help

your weary feet. Please tell me you brought home a big bucket of

beach sand to roll your feet in every night, I love that part the

most, aslong as the sand doesn't get in my face and I have fresh

rinse water. I keep telling Billy I want a bucket of sand, I might

just get it one of these days.

I love you both,

Chrissy