Just talking

[Guest guest]

Hello everyone...I know I am new here...but I just need to talk. I

am really worried about my mother...it just seems like everything is

going from bad to worse. She sounded really down on the phone, this

disease is really taking a toll on her both physically and

emotionally. She can't do the things she used to and it sounds like

she just wants to give up. I found out today that she isn't on any

medication either...all except for her high blood meds. I asked her

why...and she just can't afford them...needless to say..she doesn't

have any health insurance..either. I myself have been struggling

with severe depression...and I am trying to get back on my feet. I

am applying to several different jobs as of now because my other job

was way to high stress and I would get on the verge of panic

attacks. I got a call back..and hopefully this interview will go

good, its a job at the local hospital. I am sorry I just need to

type, I just don't think its fair, my mother is always been a very

hard working woman and things have just gone down hill for her...but

who said life is fair. I am going to try help with her meds once I

get a job.

Do you guys know of any programs to help people with covering the

cost of treatment or meds?

Sorry...I am going on..sounds like I am on a pitty party...but I just

needed to vent...thanks.

[Guest guest]

, I'm SO glad that you went to your reunion . YES!!! You did us all

proud.

It is 4 am here and I have been up since 2am. Went to bed at midnight. HA

HA! I'm taking another neurontin, maybe I can go back to sleep.

I think we all have to just get out there and do the things we want to do and

the heck with everyone else. I know that is so much easier said than done.

I'm so proud of you and you should be proud too.

Now you just rest for the day and think of all the fun you had. Know I'm

thinking of you.

hugs