out of sight out of mind

[Guest guest]

Well I haven't been around her for some time and most likely won't

for a while. I'm scheduled for a hip replacement on the 24th of

October and right now sitting in front of a computer is one of the

last things I want to do. Won't say I'm not scared, but I'm strong

and have all the faith in the doctors. Will not know if my Rheumy

will take me off all medication, but should know when I see him this

coming Tuesday. Other than the hip hurtin like hell (am having to

use a cain now) the RP hasn't shown it's ugly face.

For those of you that I have called and not called back I say

sorry. I can only call after 9pm my time during the week and by the

time I remember on the weekend it's to late. Oh well perhaps I'll

remember to call back one of these times.

As for that one person that I upset so badly who has not forgiven me

again I say it was a mistake and I didn't mean to do it. If you

cannot accept someone making a mistake then I'm sorry for that too.

I wish all of you the best of health. I understand how many of you

are suffering and I can not say I know how you feel. Many of my

medical problems I will swear are from the " silicone " that flows

through out my body and not the RP. However, I still feel that the

RP may be due to these nasty chemicals.

I'm sorry if this sounds bitter...I really don't mean it to sound

that way. I guess having to suffer and not allowing people around

me to know it has made me more of a shut in that I realized. I

don't like complaining about how I feel or the pain I feel. Right

now fear is all I need to deal with. That too I will over come.

Right now I just don't feel like a part of this group. I'm really

sorry.

Talk to you all later.

Sharyn

[Guest guest]

Hi Sharyn,

Many of my friends have had hip replacement and they are getting

along so well. One friend has had hers done on both sides, twice,

and she is now walking 2 miles a day and gets around better than I

do. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Glad to hear you

aren't having any problems with the nasty ole RP. Try to post when

you can and take care. Love, Marilyn

Well I haven't been around her for some time and most likely won't

> for a while. I'm scheduled for a hip replacement on the 24th of

> October and right now sitting in front of a computer is one of the

> last things I want to do. Won't say I'm not scared, but I'm

strong

> and have all the faith in the doctors. Will not know if my Rheumy

> will take me off all medication, but should know when I see him

this

> coming Tuesday. Other than the hip hurtin like hell (am having to

> use a cain now) the RP hasn't shown it's ugly face.

>

> For those of you that I have called and not called back I say

> sorry. I can only call after 9pm my time during the week and by

the

> time I remember on the weekend it's to late. Oh well perhaps I'll

> remember to call back one of these times.

>

> As for that one person that I upset so badly who has not forgiven

me

> again I say it was a mistake and I didn't mean to do it. If you

> cannot accept someone making a mistake then I'm sorry for that too.

>

> I wish all of you the best of health. I understand how many of

you

> are suffering and I can not say I know how you feel. Many of my

> medical problems I will swear are from the " silicone " that flows

> through out my body and not the RP. However, I still feel that

the

> RP may be due to these nasty chemicals.

>

> I'm sorry if this sounds bitter...I really don't mean it to sound

> that way. I guess having to suffer and not allowing people around

> me to know it has made me more of a shut in that I realized. I

> don't like complaining about how I feel or the pain I feel. Right

> now fear is all I need to deal with. That too I will over come.

>

> Right now I just don't feel like a part of this group. I'm really

> sorry.

>

> Talk to you all later.

>

> Sharyn