New Update on Wheezy Me

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Hey All

Well Im still sick...feel like crap.I called the doc and he won't see

patients on Fridays so I couldn't get an appt.Then he wants me to try this new

antibiotic and phenergan so I'll stop throwing up.Well the pharm calls me today

and

the med didn't come in.They called every other pharm and knowone has it.So Ill

have no anti's until Monday.

Brads kinda fustrated with me b/c I am still so sick after being in 2 times

in the last month and a half. HE just doesn't understand how I cn be on anti's

and not get well.

I know I went home too soon but they needed beds b/c of all the flu patients.

I am coughing up army green goop and og god it tastes so nasty that that

alone makes me throw up.

A friend of mines mom went and got my thyroid meds and the phenergan...I

couldn't stop puking enough to go to the pharm,.

I know people will say go to the ER but there are no beds and I don't feel

strong enough to sit in the waiting room.

I just wish my doc would have direct admitted me but he wont do

that...UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh.

SO now it looks like Ill be spending the holidays in the hospital.It has me

so upset.I haven't told my parents yet b/c mom gets all upset (although she

never calls me when Im in the hospital) and will start saying I didn't do my

treatments or something. HEr advice is take some cough suppressant. After all I

make her gag when I cough....

I just can't deal with upsetting them b/c Im in the hospital for Christmas.

Maybe I can wait until the day after...I dunno. Im all by myself so that just

makes this all worse.Brad doesn't get home until Monday and the spots are

still on his lungs...they don't know what they are. I hope I don't have

something

weird growing.

The local hospital just cant do a desent culture and you can't have them sent

out (DR doesn't believe in it) and it needs to be cultured within 4 hours.

Anyways....I am gonna try to go to sleep.I can't sit up for too long or I get

too short of breath and start throwing up...Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate throwing up...I mean I turn into a 2 year old crying for my mommy

(although I don't know why she isn't exactly comforting when sick)....

This holiday's gonna be a flop....=(

Maybe I can just sleep until Christmas....I'll be calling my doc on

Monday....if he'll see me.I'll screw up his X-Mas if he has to come to the

hospital.

Becki

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