Arizona checking in

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Greetings,

Tomorrow is my 39th birthday, and I thought for sure I would be able to have

my surgery but Thanks to my stubborn insurance Co - Not yet. I got the

second turn down today. They now want a current medically supervised diet (

i can get a letter from my PCP for this) and they want me to get my Physical

from Dr. R - okay.... $700 to fly there get a physical - come back wait again

for approval and then $1400. for me and the hubby to go--- I Don't think so.

Any suggestions for this latest roadblock are welcomed.

Here is the bottome line. I gave myself a nice lap top for my Birthday

(actually I let my company buy if for me - wonder if I could find a way to

write off the surgery..?) ANyway, I am in my dining room setting in up and

caught a look at myself in the sliding glass door. Tears just spang into my

eyes. I am one of those who wont have a full length mirror in my home. It

is shocking but mostly it is sad. HOwever - I am NOT going to get depressed

- instead I am going to FIGHT. If I don't, I fear I may not make another

Birthday and I WANT TO LIVE. That said - I am off to KICK SOME A** (rhymes

with glass).

nite.

Love,

Debby (In Arizona)