GLenda Im sorry

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Glenda, I apologize if I seemed crude and insensitve when I was

talking about my sisters legs. But that is how we have handled all

our stress and tragedies in our lives. We would make stupid remarks

like oh just chop them off and throw them in the wagon with all the

other problems and we will just push it along. When my back would be

acting up she would haul me in the wheelbarrow , she was even outside

sawing on her band saw with a heart monitor on. But we seem to go

from ICU to the mall with no inbetween. Our lives are from one

tragedy to the next. All with in 5 yrs my Mom died at 59 un

expectedly with a heart attack, my 21 yr old nephew was killed while

trying to cross the freeway on foot when he had car trouble on a

feeder road. An 18 wheeleer ran over him. The first grandbaby in our

family(my brothers sons) was born weighing 8lbs. beautiful little boy

but he never took the first breath. My sisters 16 yr old brother in

law committed suicide ( which I had to personally clean up ). Sister,

dad and me in and out of hospitals, I could go on and on . SO you see

why sometimes I have to take a lighter attitude or I wouldnt be able

to handle any of this. But with the help of God we have gotten

through all of our difficulties so far without cracking up.

But I realized your sister just went through that terrifying and

painful ordeal about actually maybe losing her legs and I feel so

hurt from the bottom of my heart. I pray for her and am reminded of

you and her everyday when me and my sister are together. I may be

looney but I am not trying to be insensitive.My heart aches from

worring about each and everyone of you. My husband told me he was

going to pull the plug because sometimes I get so wrapped up in each

of your lives. When he walks in I feel him in whats going on with

everybody and he dont know if I am talking about a soap opera,family,

friends or the RP group. I say hey they are all my family , my LIFE.

Oh well I am sending you ,your sister, and everyone love, prayers and

hugs,

Thank God for this group! I can vent, ramble on and on, cry ,

APOLOGIZE, feel sorry for myself, fuss and shout,and even laugh and

dance and all you have to do is delete!!!!!! Dont have to mess with

me arent all of you lucky !!!!!!HAHAHA