I give up!!!!

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This last month has been the pits. I have been so nauseated. I went for my physical on Weds. & told my pcp I felt rotten. She was hesitant to give me anything because of all the medications I'm on. By Thurs I was really bad. I went to bed at 6:45. I never even lay down during the day so you can imagine how sick I was. I called the pcp back Fri night & all I could say is Please help me. I'm on Compazine 3 times a day. I took one Fri. night when I went to bed & I was ravenously hungry yesterday morning. We went for our usual Sat. Morning breakfast & I ate like there was no tomorrow. Went for blood work & came home & was sick & on the couch again all day. When I talked to the pcp we figured it might be the MTX building up in my body. I have always had a little queasiness from it but nothing I couldn't live with. I am to talk to the rheumy tomorrow & see what he thinks. Unless they can counteract the effects, I'm through with it. This is no way to live.

Has anyone else had this problem? What did they do for you? Between bein down on the pred & having mood swings, sick from this shit, moving to the new house in a month, all someone has to do to me is look wrong & I cry. I've really been trying to not let this get the best of me but I just can't do it no more. My knees have also been acting up.

I know I shouldn't complain & a lot of you are in much worse shape than I'm in, but it's been hard to come to terms with all this. Do any of you ever feel like chucking it all?

Thanks for your shoulders,

Luv ya,

Susiecue