Going thru this again -- and freaking out

[Guest guest]

I am afraid that I am going thru the whole plagio/torticollis thing again and

freaking out. I went thru this with my son back in 2005 -- and now I think I am

going thru this again with my daughter. She is five weeks and I am seeing some

tort issues -- or at least I think I am. I am not sure if I am seeing it or if I

am just being paranoid. I really don't want to have to go through this again --

mentally especially. I beat myself up so badly with my son 4 years ago and I

don't want to go through that again. And I don't want to have to handle the

stress of worrying that daycare isn't doing it right or that my husband seems to

constantly use the tools of convenience -- swing, bouncy seat, etc. -- rather

than trying to keep her off her flat spot and working the physical therapy. I

got so mad at him last time with our son because he just never seemed to really

try.

I guess I can just be happy that if I am going through this again, I caught it

earlier. Now I have to make the doctor's listen to me so we can start PT. I am

scheduling an appointment with CT to get the evaluation. And once again, I am

back in this group which helped me cope with it last time.

Pennylac