Well, Tuesday is the big day.....

[Guest guest]

and I'm not nervous....is there something wrong with that???? Maybe

because I have had the last year to gear up for it after insurance

denied me the first time. I'm more excited than anything. I guess

maybe I'm not nervous is because I am such a " plan it out " person.

I've got everything set for my husband and my daughter to make life

easier on them (and me, so they don't have to depend on me). So now I

just have to concentrate on stocking my cupboards with liquid

nutrition (broths, boost, etc.). Then I can kick back and recover:-).

My nerves may go haywire the night before, or that morning, but right

now, I'm just enjoying feeling good while it lasts:-). My hospital

room has internet access through the tv, but somehow I don't think

I'll feel up to being online right away. I will be sure to tell you

all how it went when I feel up to it. (and DH is taking lots of

pictures:-)).

[Guest guest]

,

Although I didn't have everything as organized as you do I was calm

too up until the last few minutes. It wasn't until the nurse said " ok,

say goodbye to your Mom and your Stepdad and your Boyfriend - 'cause

it's time to go " . Then my heart started to go crazy and my breathing

was rapid. I guess it's different for everyone.

We'll be thinking about you on Tuesday. I have another post-op

appointment then ... so I'll be thinking of you as I giggle while they

take x-rays and I remember what Luna said!

All the best,

Carol

> and I'm not nervous....is there something wrong with that???? Maybe

> because I have had the last year to gear up for it after insurance

> denied me the first time. I'm more excited than anything. I guess

> maybe I'm not nervous is because I am such a " plan it out " person.

> I've got everything set for my husband and my daughter to make life

> easier on them (and me, so they don't have to depend on me). So now

I

> just have to concentrate on stocking my cupboards with liquid

> nutrition (broths, boost, etc.). Then I can kick back and recover:-).

>

> My nerves may go haywire the night before, or that morning, but right

> now, I'm just enjoying feeling good while it lasts:-). My hospital

> room has internet access through the tv, but somehow I don't think

> I'll feel up to being online right away. I will be sure to tell you

> all how it went when I feel up to it. (and DH is taking lots of

> pictures:-)).

>

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