Guest guest Posted August 22, 2010 Report Share Posted August 22, 2010 I am so sorry to hear this, it breaks my heart because I know where u r coming from. I am on disability but it is still not enough help. I am going through this @ home and its not getting any better. But our hubby must remember how sick we r n not take it out on us. Like we r not struggling along with them. Plz rest marla n tell him to stop yelling at u. Lots of love Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TSender: Neurosarcoidosis Date: Sun, 22 Aug 2010 12:36:05 -0600To: <Neurosarcoidosis >ReplyTo: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: Rant score Oh my , I am so behind in emails, I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner, Ya actually, I think I need to work my business more, to help my husband, who is so stressed out over money, that he yells at me, my daughter, we took Grandma who is now living here, and get s to see all this wonderful stuff, anyway out to dinner and he yelled at his daughter the whole time, she ate 2 bites, and hung her head the whole night. Then Last night I did a stupid thing, but I think what my husband does is even worse, we have two windows in the garage, but he leaves the bottom of the garage doors open a few inches for air, OK I press the button, and hear the noise, I'm upset with my daughter who's in the car with her friend, we have to go look for her friends cell phone, she dropped somewhere they shouldn't of been, so I'm trying to handle this and not upset my husband. I back out into the garage door that only shut instead of open, BECAUSE it was already open, I can't get it to go up, (I didn't hit it that hard, but bent it), so I go ask him for help, and all hell broke lose, yelling, and telling me I have to pay for the panels, cuz he's sick of paying for things with me, there's more I just can't go on. so need to make more money, not less. How does a person get on disability and think it may be time. Sorry, I love you all, Marla Ahhh, well yes I guess I did miss the other one.. and I totally understand.. Marla, honey... don't be discouraged.. People can and will totally piss you off at times.. I just wish that our friends could understand what's going on inside of us.. I know about a year after becoming very very ill with sarc, all of my dearest and long time friends, that I would have sworn that would never leave my side... headed toward the hills, and now that its been so long, they will either say an awkward hi then leave asap.. or they will ignore me all together and pretend that they didn't see me.. I'm ready to start shooting at the last one.. Anyway, I feel your stress, and I know times are hard right now with the hubby trying to start his own business, and you being sick then the crap with your friend.. just a suggestion, I'd put the Kay on hold for a little bit, then if you miss it you can always go back to it, either with your friend or find you a new boss.. Take a break, get your second wind.. know that we all love you, and don't want to lose you over to a stroke or heart attack over all this.. Love and hugs, check in time Hell allJackie here just checking in to let all know I am ok. A lot going on in this ones personal life.My sweet son is getting a divorce from his wonderful wife. So sad. 3 beautiful children involved. My heart is breaking. The meds I am on, as everyone knows, does a number on the teeth. I finally took the plunge and said Do it Doc. And he did. All gone. Waiting for the replacements. Chose to go without for a few weeks so hopefully they fit well. It has been 6 weeks. ARGH Looking to get my own place (where it is less controlling). I love the man I am with but I believe he is holding my progress with walking and being independent back. Oh well. Other than that all is well. Hanging in there and dealing with the trials. I have to. How all is well with others. Have a wonderful sunny summer. JackieThe New Busy is not the too busy. Combine all your e-mail accounts with Hotmail. Get busy. Hotmail has tools for the New Busy. Search, chat and e-mail from your inbox. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2010 Report Share Posted August 25, 2010 , Thanks for the support, it's hard for them to know just how we feel, my family really only sees that I have trouble with walking and balance, but they don't have a clue what's going on inside which way more, as you know, and when they get busy in there world it's even harder to see what's going on with us. Sorry so late in responding to this email, hope you are doing ok, your a strong person, and we will both get through what ever we have to. love ya,Marla I am so sorry to hear this, it breaks my heart because I know where u r coming from. I am on disability but it is still not enough help. I am going through this @ home and its not getting any better. But our hubby must remember how sick we r n not take it out on us. Like we r not struggling along with them. Plz rest marla n tell him to stop yelling at u. Lots of love Sent via BlackBerry by AT & T Sender: Neurosarcoidosis Date: Sun, 22 Aug 2010 12:36:05 -0600To: <Neurosarcoidosis >ReplyTo: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: Rant score Oh my , I am so behind in emails, I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner, Ya actually, I think I need to work my business more, to help my husband, who is so stressed out over money, that he yells at me, my daughter, we took Grandma who is now living here, and get s to see all this wonderful stuff, anyway out to dinner and he yelled at his daughter the whole time, she ate 2 bites, and hung her head the whole night. Then Last night I did a stupid thing, but I think what my husband does is even worse, we have two windows in the garage, but he leaves the bottom of the garage doors open a few inches for air, OK I press the button, and hear the noise, I'm upset with my daughter who's in the car with her friend, we have to go look for her friends cell phone, she dropped somewhere they shouldn't of been, so I'm trying to handle this and not upset my husband. I back out into the garage door that only shut instead of open, BECAUSE it was already open, I can't get it to go up, (I didn't hit it that hard, but bent it), so I go ask him for help, and all hell broke lose, yelling, and telling me I have to pay for the panels, cuz he's sick of paying for things with me, there's more I just can't go on. so need to make more money, not less. How does a person get on disability and think it may be time. Sorry, I love you all, Marla Ahhh, well yes I guess I did miss the other one.. and I totally understand.. Marla, honey... don't be discouraged.. People can and will totally piss you off at times.. I just wish that our friends could understand what's going on inside of us.. I know about a year after becoming very very ill with sarc, all of my dearest and long time friends, that I would have sworn that would never leave my side... headed toward the hills, and now that its been so long, they will either say an awkward hi then leave asap.. or they will ignore me all together and pretend that they didn't see me.. I'm ready to start shooting at the last one.. Anyway, I feel your stress, and I know times are hard right now with the hubby trying to start his own business, and you being sick then the crap with your friend.. just a suggestion, I'd put the Kay on hold for a little bit, then if you miss it you can always go back to it, either with your friend or find you a new boss.. Take a break, get your second wind.. know that we all love you, and don't want to lose you over to a stroke or heart attack over all this.. Love and hugs, check in time Hell all Jackie here just checking in to let all know I am ok. A lot going on in this ones personal life. My sweet son is getting a divorce from his wonderful wife. So sad. 3 beautiful children involved. My heart is breaking. The meds I am on, as everyone knows, does a number on the teeth. I finally took the plunge and said Do it Doc. And he did. All gone. Waiting for the replacements. Chose to go without for a few weeks so hopefully they fit well. It has been 6 weeks. ARGH Looking to get my own place (where it is less controlling). I love the man I am with but I believe he is holding my progress with walking and being independent back. Oh well. Other than that all is well. Hanging in there and dealing with the trials. I have to. How all is well with others. Have a wonderful sunny summer. Jackie The New Busy is not the too busy. Combine all your e-mail accounts with Hotmail. Get busy. Hotmail has tools for the New Busy. Search, chat and e-mail from your inbox. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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