Leaving for the hospital in 5 1/2 hours.

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Yep, I can't sleep, of course. I've been so emotional today on and off

that it's pathetic. I'm so excited to get this over with finally, and

be " normal " for a change. I've stocked up on all kinds of yummy liquid

stuff, so hopefully I won't get too tired of it too soon.

But yet, there is a sadness in parting with my " old face " . The change

is going to be pretty dramatic due to my excessive gumminess, but I'm

not unsatisfied with the way I look. I'm scared I won't like the " new "

me after having the same face for 28 yrs. However, it will be such a

blessing to be able to close my lips without making a conscious

effort.

I will keep you guys posted when I get home. (should be home Thurs.

evening) My computer is in the basement, so I'm not quite sure when I

will feel like making it downstairs.

" Talk " to you soon,