Surgery was cancelled... I'm a mess...

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I am so upset, I'm crying so hard.

My surgery was cancelled and it looks like they're going to remove my

upper bicuspids so I get to look even more freakish. People look at

me funny. I think I am ugly because of my bite and I want this over

with. I am sick of the braces, the doctors, the surgeons, the

consultations, everything--and finally when they actually set a date,

my hopes are dashed and I get to wait another whole year.

Again the orthodontist is acting like it's a cake walk and we can do

this in a few months once my teeth are moved to be straight. The

problem is I have big teeth and a little jaw, so they have to remove

the bicuspids. So I get a big huge gap in my mouth for awhile.

Great, and right when school starts too! Thanks for not telling me,

you know, sooner. The upper teeth are flayed out a little bit and

they need to fix it and bring down my two front teeth and close the

gap there. The orthondontist says this will take a few months; the

surgeon says one year. I do not know who to believe, but I know I am

sick of one person saying one thing and the other guy saying something

else. I want to just scream. I'm in pain, and they don't really

care. It sucks.

I don't even know if this is worth it. I am so very bitter and angry

and I cannot imagine that it would be this much of a headache and me

crying a lot and my parents fighting with everyone because nothing

gets done.

I just had to vent.

-Lanie