Scared -- and -- Depressed

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Today I got up and was feeling depressed thinking what have I done.

I feel good about myself cause I can see the weigh going, but still

the protein stuff scares me, because nothing I buy I like and I try

to take it because I know I need the protein but if I drink or eat

something I don't like I get very sick behind it makes me feel like

s--t and I don't like feeling bad. So now I very angery with myself

cause I never thought about protein and now it is a very valuable

source of my diet and I can't see to find anything I like. I am

still not wanting food so if I eat food and don't want it then I

feel I doing what I use to do. I wish they had a pill I could just

take and get over worrying about how I can get in protein. Well I

have had the surgery so now I have to deal with my own weakness by

myself with taking in the protein shakes Oh yeah got the order from

vitalady and didn't like not one of them either so now I know I have

a problem. Maybe soon I get my appitite back and began to eat for my

protein. Anyway hope all of you all are doing better than me with

the protien shakes and stuff.

I going to try and go to church for the first time since my surgery.

Hope everyone have a nice Sunday.