Guest guest Posted August 23, 2004 Report Share Posted August 23, 2004 Hi all Went to have the stress test today and as usual something happens. The dr blew my vein when he put the thalium in my arm and could not give me anymore. So here I am waiting and waithing and waiting!!!!!! I have been on this journey for over a year now and every time I get close something happens. Do you think that maybe I am not suppose to have wls. I said if it was Gods will so maybe it is not his will but mine. I am begining to doubt myself and everything I have worked for. I am just tired of this waiting game. I wish I knew what to do. I would like to crawl in a hole and never come out. I am tired of waiting, waiting and life is passing me by. I don't do certain thing because of my weight and I keep thinking some day. I quess that day will never come. Oh well life goes on ( and still passes by) Thanks for letting me vent and now its time to go cry some more. There has to be a lesson in this. I am just not getting it i quess. Oh well goodnite. Jaydee Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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