Clock is ticking - S-L-O-W-L-Y

[Guest guest]

hey everybody,

Time is not going by fast enough for me over here. It feels like a

week should have gone by in the past two days. I'm so anxious to get

this surgery over with. 48 hours from now i'll be post op and on

the road to recovery.

I am intentionally sleeping till eleven or even noon just to make the

time go by faster. Tommorrow is the forth and should go by fast.

I'll be at the park with my boyfriend all day piggin out on funnel

cakes and hot dogs and burgers, and every little bit of junk food i

can get my hands on. Then bright and early tuesday mornin, i will be

off to the hospital. Its like a 45 min drive from my house. Both my

parents will be with me, but i imagine sometime between my house and

the hospital i will break down into tears. I'm such an emotional

person. Its really annoying sometimes.

I dont even wanna know my vital signs when i get there. I went in

for my pre-op last week and my heart rate was 99!!!. Its normally

somewhere around 68. I'm gonna be shakin so bad there gonna have to

hold me down to start an iv. The nurse at pre-op told me they could

give me something to relax. Do those kina drugs make you loopy? I

dont think they do but im just checkin.