Guest guest Posted October 23, 2003 Report Share Posted October 23, 2003 I don't know where my willpower is lately, I think it's on vacation. I generally do well during the day, but then at night I become obsessed with snacking. I feel like I eat the right things (most of the time) But I even over do them. I try to snack on cottage cheese or pork rinds, but I feel like I overeat them. I am able to eat ALOT more than I used to be, and it scares the bejeebers out of me. I almost wished I was one of the ones that throw up, but honestly I never have been. Maybe the first month and that's it. I am terrified I am gonna weigh 311 again, or more. But it seems like the more I think about NOT eating, the more I wind up in the kitchen for " just a bite " of something. I've tried loading on water....does not work. I've tried the " nothing after 6pm " ...does not work...I feel like I am STARVING after 6pm. I know it's mental hunger, but mental or not, it ends by me being in the kitchen eating something I don't really need. I know you guys will be the ones to give me the kick in the butt I need. I live alone, and there is nobody here to see me when I " cheat " This is the lowest I have felt about myself since my surgery (11/01) I've gotta do something fast. My nurse swears that it is impossible for me to gain my weight back. But I'm up 10 lbs, and I'm not sure that it's not gonna get worse. Please help me. Thank you, Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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