On the rollercoaster again! LONG

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Hello All!

Just when things were going great I come to find out that I

have to start this process over again! I had a surgery date for march

of 2002 and then a couple weeks ago I lost my insurance which was

independant health/medisource due to a clerical error on the

insurance companys part so I had to re apply and when I did I was

told that I had to start this process all over again which I figured

no prob because I was approved once already.Then yesterday I called

to get ahold of my pcp and come to find out that she is no longer at

the clinic that I go to and that I have to see a new pcp tomorrow!

I keep telling myself that all she has to do is see that I have

gone through this process already and that things will be ok just a

little delayed but somehow I know that im back on the rollercoaster

again! What makes this whole thing a swift kick in the ass is that my

husband not only was approved for surgery due to his prior back

surgery and the risk for re injury if he didnt lose weight but hes

had his surgery ,everything for him was done within 2 months!Although

he has workers comp which covered the surgery because he didnt become

obese until he injured his back and he has a great lawyer.

He didnt want surgery at first in fact he was dead against the

idea! Dont get me wrong everything has gone great for him and he

looks great but none of this makes any sense to me at all! I feel

like crap and now im told that i might need knee replacement surgery

on my left knee as a result of this large body of mine!

I am sorry for complaining about this or going on for so long I

just need some moral support for this rather odd and messed up problem

Tara