Pain, Tests,Waiting for surgery

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Hi Mark,

I am so scared to have this done again I felt everything the last two times. I

am going to see a Doc at Good Samaritan Hosp. All you said reminds me of me.

They will not release me afterwards. They want to keep me in the hospital On

Sept 2nd if this needs to be done. I have been in such bad shape. The pills

don't work. I take Dilaudid and Vistaril and food enzymes and ACTIQ suckers 600

mg I have been without my pump for over 2 or more months. I am scared. Every

night I think I will die in my sleep. So many different doctors and all have

something different to say. so weird. I really can't take this pain I am

hanging on by a thread. Any advice? My surgery to connect the pump is Sept 8th,

unless that changes, but they told me they have to have everyone they need at

the same time. Thank God. I pray every night now, I never to use pray so much.

Give me your thoughts Mark. Thanks so much.

Lucy