Chrissy

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Hi Chrissy,

Thanks for the info. I thought it was very soon. Special thoughts

and prayers all the way. I am trying to empathise at this moment.

You must be so churned up getting ready to go and worrying about the

outcome. I am so glad it's getting nearer the point when decisions

will be made. All my positive thoughts and encouragement will be

flying your way!

I don't think too many of our staff would think me a nuisance

(though some might!!) but I'm certain some of the kids do!! Good!!!

I try to help staff as much as poss. but I have to push them

sometimes to fulfil the bureacratic necessities of our job these

days. We might be having an inspection some time in the next 18

months so all the records will have to be ship-shape. We will have

to be SEEN to be a good school as well as actually BEING good! Part

of my job is those records so sometimes I'm a bit of a

nuisance.....but they know very well where my heart lies! So do the

kids if it comes to that!

I took a big chance to-day in some of the food I ate when out

shopping for the day in Southport. It's the first time ever I've

done this. Had baked potato with prawns, tomato (so far, so good)

and MELTED CHEESE!! I even had a chocolate with my coffeee

afterwards. I don't know what possessed me. I'm normally a very good

girl and stick rigidly to very low fat. Well, I do have some pain

now but not nearly as much as I expected. And yet, on another day, I

can have really bad pain even if I haven't broken my ideal diet.

Crazy, horrible pancreas.

I won't be doing this again. It was just a moment of mad

rebelliousness!

Back to being good tomorrw.

I know you'll let us know what happens. Take care and I wish you

everything good for the journey and hospital appointments.

With my love,

Fliss (UK)