Re : WEIGHT

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HEY HEIDI,

You know all that weight you were losing , well dont look any

further. I have found it all here in Texas. Its all on my hips and

thighs!!!!!!!!!!! Haha Yep it has made itself a home and is rather

comfy where its at.

You are right about its all who you are and whats in your heart that

matters. Not what you look like or what you want to look like.

I was so devastated when my hair feel out and I looked like a big

old buddah doll. But I figured that was taking my mind off the pain

and other more serious things going on. I worried more about how I

looked than if I was going to live or die. I guess that was Gods way

of letting me handle the disease. Worring about the small stuff and

not the life threating issues.

Oh well we are still women and society puts so much on how you look

or what size you are. Who knows maybe the predisone look will come

into fashion one day. Hey we can start our on style shows. Now on

the catwalk is the Texas RP Queen modeling the plus sizes and

holding her head high because for now at least she is alive.

Hey where is blue? I almost rhymed. HAHAHAHA

HANG IN THERE EVERYONE, LUV YA, NANCY