RE; J-pouch

[Guest guest]

I would love to talk to the person on this site that had a j-pouch put in. I

am having so many problems. I am down, like rock bottom down. The pancreatitis

is flaring and my stomach is having it's own problems from losing my colon.

Sometimes I feel like this was the wrong thing to do. Sometimes I feel like I

am going to die. I talked to my primary doc today and he told me I wasn't going

to die. I just feel so alone in this battle. I am finally admitting that this

battle stinks, and I am so tired of fighting this battle. It has been so many

years. I know my colon wasn't working and I was at high risk for having a

blockage again, yet sometimes I think this surgery was wrong. On Weds. I am

going

to have the test done for getting a morphine pump put in. If works, I hope

this is a step for a turn around.

If the person that had the j-pouch could write either me or the group I

would really appreciate it. Thanks all for your support and listening to me

while I have a tear session. I keep asking myself, how did this all happen to

me?

Help!!!!