Re: Families--To Suzy

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Your children are grown I imagine. Mine are still living at home

and will be for some time. Its gotten to the point now that they

dont depend on me for much. My 9 year old left me a note this

morning, saying I love you and stuff but also said " dont forget to

pick me up " . I have never forgotten to pick up any child; but

evidently this is a concern for her. How sad that I have gotten so

unreliable that my youngest has fears of being fogotten at school.

I have dragged myself there in tears many times and gobbled up my

pain meds the second I got home, but I have always gotten there.

Luckily I only have to pick her up on m-w-f. So on tues and thrs I

have a break. It takes about an hour to get to the kids schools.

It breaks my heart though that I cant be there for them. I hope and

pray that changes after I have the surgery.

Have a good day and I hope you are feeling well.

Chrissy

>

> I totally agree chrissy! Hubby said a while back " Boy, you sure

> seemed to have changed since you've been on these medications! "

I'm

> sure he meant for the worst!! You feel bad, and don't want to say

> anything and try to keep it to yourself! Sometimes I would sit

down

> at the dinner table and just start crying because of the worry

about

> them. I'd say " So, who's going to care for you guys when this

> really gets bad? " They say to just take it one day at a time! I'm

> trying to be stronger if possible, but I notice it worsening as

time

> goes by! Barely finished dinner last night (son made a

SPECTACULAR

> zucchini parmegian!) and had the worst pain at right side of

> pancreas! It dissipated after a while, thank goodness! May have

to

> commence taking more enzymes -- only take 2 Creon per meal now. I

> read what some of you all have gone through, and it worries me to

> death thinking about it. Help us all Lord!

>

> Suzyq