My first Enbrel shot. YIPPEE FUN FUN FUN HAHA

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, I want you well sooo bad. Hopefully the Enbrel will start to work soon and you will be good as new.

You rest and take care... Know I'm thinking of you always

hugs

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Well I took my first Enbrel injection today. My husband went with me

to learn how to give them and mix the solution together. He doesnt

trust me. AND I AM SUPPOSE TO TRUST HIM!!!!!HAHAHA

He didnt take me off of the Cytoxan though. I was disappointed

about that. My ear is flared right now and the throat is hurting so

I guess he knows what he is doing. Oh well I am thinking positive

that this might do the trick.

Sherrie, I hope you get to feeling better . I know it is hard to be

a happy productive person when you feel like a truck has run over

you. We didnt go anywhere for the holidays. We were invited to a

couple of parties and I know my husband probably wanted to go but I

didnt feel good so we just stayed home. It seems like I am always

the reason why we never do anything. He wont go without me anywhere

and I always get a big guilt trip. It is my own guilt bothering me

because he never complains but I cant help feeling like he would be

happier and better off sometimes without me always dragging him down.

He told the Dr. he has seen the worse now he is waiting for the

better. HAHAHA Oh well hang in there everyone. luv ya,