Update, Deb, Becky, etc....

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Hello everyone,

I am really far behind on reading so, I will just say that I hope everything

is going well with everyone.

Deb - I am sorry that you and your family is going through all of this. You

need to do what you think is best in regards to you and your husband. I have

felt like you do many times, but I am still here plugging away. Maybe its not

the smartest decision I have made, but my decision all the same.

The boys went to the clinic last Wednesday. All in all they are doing fine.

They are changing their enzymes to Pancrease MT16. They are having

malabsorption issues again.

had a ct scan Tuesday to see why so many headaches. Crossing my fingers

that it wont be another surgery. (He had polyps removed a couple years ago)

Really I am just hoping that everything is going to settle down around here.

The grandkids are back with my husbands daughter again. A very long story and

it seems to be the same ole, same ole. Family services not much help, they

said that the first priority is to keep the family together. So, I feel like

I have jumped through all the hoops and nothing. I know this sounds horrible,

but I told my husband that I would not do it again. It is just too much to keep

having my family, here at home, turned upside down and inside out all the time.

The whole time the kids were here I fell so far behind on my two boys. It just

seemed like there wasnt enough of me to go around. I just cannot do it anymore.

I dont want to make him choose, because that is his daughter and his grandkids,

but I cant do it anymore. I have already made arrangements with my sis to go

stay with her for awhile if I have to. I just feel that I have to take care of

my boys, first and foremost.

I know that the decision that I made probably isnt the most popular one, but

please dont slam me too hard for it. I have gotten enough of that from my

husbands family, who think that I am not being a very good person.

Sorry for being so long winded. And I do hope that everyone else is doing

good.

Oh, before I forget - congrats to becky on her new trailer. She must be so

happy. And I apologize for not being able to help much, but you have been in

my thoughts (as scattered as they have been. ))))))

Vondie