Guest guest Posted October 30, 2002 Report Share Posted October 30, 2002 I had a visit with my PCP today for a female problem & had quite an awakening. She commented on how well I am doing & how great I look. Then she proceeded to tell me how scared she has been this last year. She said my rheumy told her when I was having all the problems last winter & going downhill so fast that he didn't think I was going to make it a year. Talk about an eye opener. I was so shocked. I know I was real sick but I didn't realize it was that bad. There must have been someone upstairs looking out for me. This whole thing game me a new outlook on life. Granted I have had that since I moved here & gained some independence, but she made me realize just how fragile life is. I know now I am doing real well but I also know that tomorrow, six months or six years I may get bad again, but until then I am going to live life to the fullest & enjoy as much as I can & not dwell on the bad. I realize that I have been to hell & back & have had to change my whole life around but I'm worth it. There are no other options. I'm just so thankful to God that something clicked & I crawled my way back up to where I am now. My life is far from being normal but it's the best I've got. Whatever you do don't give up. I came real close to that quite a bit. Thanks for the shoulders. Luv ya, Susiecue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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