Depression

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Hi everyone, just a comment and question on the antidepressive theme. I

have tried Fontex and some other Seroxat but with no help from these

pills.I just feel as I dont want to go on dont want to wake up to

another morning. Xanax helps from time to time but not when I feel grief

over my life and how it turned out. I have had 2 cancers since 1998 as

well, got over it, fought and won but now the CP just pulls me down. My

very low tolerance to food problems every day even if not severe pain

lately, I cant find any meaning to this anymore. I am alone with my cat,

many friends dont call, selfemployed, have to work, bills, taxes. Sorry

there are so many in the world suffering today I shouldnt moan. What I

just am asking after understanding that I am not alone in my deep

depression has anyone tried different antidepressives with different

result? A doctor said I should try Remeron S. I take a pill calming at

the moment not on regular basis Sobril, but it takes of the peak for the

moment only. As I am swedish the names of the medications might not

respond to yours. I just dread to go through what I did for 6 months

last winter and spring, get the small attacks and just cant accept that

my life is only the little work I can do, hardly to survive and cutting

down on everything, celiac, lactos, fat, protein and even beeing careful

eating getting reactions and CP related problems. I do feel happy at

times when I have the strength to go to the theatre or ballett, but

usually just have to sleep and rest to get going on with my freelance

work. I feel I am not grateful enough, so forgive me God, just a tired

human beeing with lost hope. I think the disasters in the world also

leaves reactions seeing all suffering on the news and media.

Just dont know who to turn to but you all out there. Lots of Love Sonja