Feeling depressed and discouraged!!!

[Guest guest]

It is hard enough when doctors are not sympathetic to your pain, but

when a loved one acusses you of being addicted to a certain pain med,

it really hurts your feelings. When someone tells you they think you

are just taking them to be taking them, I know my pain is real I'm up

more during the night in pain than during the day. The doctor

increased my oxycontin and gave me Percocet for breakthrough pain.

The oxycontin makes me sleep all the time,I fall asleep eating,

putting on my makeup,or just sitting at the computer. I wish they

would put me back on what I was taking where I could really live my

life instead of sleeping it away. I've done nothing but cry all day

wishing this pain and nausea would just go away. I wish I could

explain to this loved one how much better I felt on the old regiment

of my meds. I wouldn't have to wait hours for the other med to work.

If I can't live my life, what else is there? Sorry just having a bad

day.

Janet