Guest guest Posted October 24, 2000 Report Share Posted October 24, 2000 I don't know if anyone else has ever done this before, but something inside me is screaming for me to do it... Okay. First of all I am not after any sympathy. I am not seeking any help from anyone about this. I just want you all to know something. The very greatest risk of having this surgery is death. We are told this many times so that we understand it's possiblity. I have made so many friends, and shared so much with all of you over the past 2 months or so, that I feel I must share my feelings about that possibility. I am not afraid of dying, anytime anywhere. With all this weight I am carrying around with me, I am dying right now. I am dying slowly, watching myself being incapable of doing the things that use to make me who I am. The things that I loved to do. So, in otherwords I am not happy being a lesser person. I'm taking the chance of changing that with this surgery. If any thing would happen and I would not make it through surgery, I am totally ready to accept that. I would want my family at home and my family here not to be sad or sorry, but to know that I embraced death, for no matter what I will be thin and happy either way. And probably cracking up God til his side hurts from laughter... Please all of you pray His Will Be Done, and accept whatever His Will will be. I had to share this with you, I've shared everthing else..... Wouldn't want something to happen, and you guys all think " poor Trudy " . To the contrary more than anything I want to someday see God. I feel it's up to Him when that day will come. And I can accept that. Trudy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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