ramble, ramble-- I'm old so I'm allowed... ;)

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Hi My Group of Peeps i.e.: Air Family, I have been with this group almost from the beginning and the things I have read and said just amaze me when I see where I am today. Just a few thoughts.. scary huh! Like most newbies I was apprehensive about the whole process I would be going through. I was so uninformed that I did not have a clue what PF was. My daughter knew and couldn't tell me. So when I started at Shands MY Dr. explained things to me. All I could do that day was look at my sweet daughter and know she had been in this pain for 3 or 4 months. When we got home from that visit I went to my computer and here I am still at my computer.I began posting and was HOOKED here to find people who understood from the inside where no one else can possible know the pain.Yes pain for all things lost. I won't go there.The Anniversary of this group was last month. I forgot about it. I meant to send our wonderful, smart, caring, loving, beautiful Leanne a new car or something outrageous. She is so amazing. Can any one even begin to imagine where we would be without her or each other ???? Now THAT IS SCARY.. I have gotten to know her and she is just wonderful. Love you and Thank You (Lojack) LeanneI have known so many who have passed. Of course Joyce D my dear friend. I really do think our hearts were linked. She was an amazing woman. To little Rita from Ca. I did not meet her in person but we talked on chat. She had a little squeaky tiny voice. She put a Flower on her frig for each one of us. I know she had a garden in her kitchen. . I miss her.Bill the Kanook from Canada (?) he was a trip. I think you get the message. If I really think about it I could come up with way to many names of wonderful people that were taken from us way to soon. ENOUGH. Oh "I LOVE YOU THIS DAY" I seem to cry to easy these days.We have been so blessed with our research people that were so willing to share -- , we called him the answer man. Always there with answers. I still like hearing from him. He has a lovely porch too.Bruce is always here sharing and answering ANY questions we can throw at him.. Mr. Brainiac for sure. We have all come to depend on him. AND our Nurse , Beth is like a fresh breath, always there for any and all. I am so proud of her for taking her education seriously. We all benefit. I love you.Well now--- aren't y'all glad I don't do this often? LOLLove & PrayersPeggy, IPF 2004