Guest guest Posted December 29, 2009 Report Share Posted December 29, 2009 Nobody loves me. Everybody hates me. I'm going to the garden and eat worms. LOLBeverley Joy,71, UIP,NSIP 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia IdahoSubject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 30, 2009 Report Share Posted December 30, 2009 I love you Bev.........I haven't been on since Christmas Eve. Had a bad few days. I don't know how to say I was sick, no flu or anything like that, Just ad what I call PANIC breathing. I would get up out of of chair feeling fine, and then had a quick shortness of breath and then spen the next few seconds gasping for breath. Now as bad now but had me worried. What do they do with us when they put us in the Hosp? Just give you more O2?? PF 01/05 diabetis forever, pagents disease 1975 68yo Atlanta. To: Breathe-Support Sent: Tue, December 29, 2009 11:47:19 PMSubject: Re: Doctor Nobody loves me. Everybody hates me. I'm going to the garden and eat worms. LOLBeverley Joy,71, UIP,NSIP 1-09,Diabetes, Sjogren's, Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 30, 2009 Report Share Posted December 30, 2009 Yeah, I'm with both of you, Dyane and BJ. Seems like we should be able to at least EAT what we want! I'm at a place now where I have no appetite, don't eat right so I don't feel very good and still I lose only a few pounds, slowly. Some of us were destined to be 'STATUESQUE' . LOL MamaSher; IPF 2006; Cellular NSIP, PH, 2009, OR,.Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there! From: Beverley Joy Sent: Tuesday, December 29, 2009 8:47 PM To: Breathe-Support Subject: Re: Doctor Nobody loves me. Everybody hates me. I'm going to the garden and eat worms. LOLBeverley Joy,71, UIP,NSIP 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings (AT) yahoo (DOT) com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG - www.avg.com Version: 9.0.722 / Virus Database: 270.14.123/2593 - Release Date: 12/29/09 11:14:00 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2010 Report Share Posted January 2, 2010 The worms thing was a joke about talking about eating worms but thank you for loving me. I hope you are better soon. I don't know what they do with us when they put us in then hospital. I haven't been there since I was diagnosed. I hope they do more that more 02. I have been trying to get caught up on my mail and I have a headache from it. I have to get off from here pretty soon and go to bed. I also had some things missing when I came home so I had to deal with the police. Good night.Beverley Joy,71, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 the old saying: When it rains, it pours. sorry you came home to missing stuff Pink Joyce R (IPF 3/06) IFA 5/09 Pennsylvania Donate Life Listed 1/09 Inactive 4/09 www.transplantfund.org--- Subject: Re: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support Date: Sunday, January 3, 2010, 12:55 AM The worms thing was a joke about talking about eating worms but thank you for loving me. I hope you are better soon. I don't know what they do with us when they put us in then hospital. I haven't been there since I was diagnosed. I hope they do more that more 02. I have been trying to get caught up on my mail and I have a headache from it. I have to get off from here pretty soon and go to bed. I also had some things missing when I came home so I had to deal with the police. Good night.Beverley Joy,71, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes, Sjogren's, Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 It was just some coins and my father's gun. The gun was very important to me. My father died in 1974. The detective just thought that Bob and I are old and forgetful and misplaced the gun. I guess I spent the money and forgot too. I hope he's right but I don't think I'm that senile.Beverley Joy,71, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 BJ,How rude of the detective! You are not senile!Kathy ILD?Hypersensitivity pneumonitis 3/08 Type 2 diabetes forever ago From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Thank you but who knows. I may be too senile to know that I am senile. LOLBeverley Joy,71, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 and you're NOT old either!!! C_53_Familial IPF_5/09, Washington HOPE doesn't disappoint! To: Breathe-Support Sent: Sun, January 3, 2010 7:46:30 PMSubject: Re: Doctor Thank you but who knows. I may be too senile to know that I am senile. LOLBeverley Joy,71, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes, Sjogren's, Fibromyalgia Idaho From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 Thank you! Thank you!Beverley Joy,71,PF, Hypersensitivity Pneumonitis, Birds and mold 1-09,Diabetes,Sjogren's,Fibromyalgia Idaho What a long signature but for a wonderful group From: Dyane Billings <dyanebillings@ yahoo.com>Subject: DoctorTo: Breathe-Support@ yahoogroups. comDate: Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:28 AM , Sorry your DCLO went down, I know how you feel, I went from 55% to 38% in one year, scared the sh*t out of me. That is when I went on the pred and still at 38% this year. I know my weight is a BIG issue but sometimes I get so PISSED that I have been fighting my weight all my life and now that I have a terminal disease I STILL CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! Sorry for shouting I was late to work because I couldn't stop coughing and I'm just overworked, underpaid and feeling poopy. LOL Think I'll go eat some worms HA! Don't worry about uping the 02 Whatever makes you feel better! ps I'm back to NSIP since Dr. Solomon said even though the HRCT shows UIP pattern with the autoimmune stuff its NSIP. Yea! Dyane, 54, Phoenix, IIP 02 now NSIP 09, Breast Cancer, Psoriasis, Lipodermatosclerosi s, Diabetes, and now a RA like autoimmune component, yadda yadda yadda."Life is not a journey to the grave with intentions of arriving is a pretty, well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, chocolate in one hand, Margaritas in the other, loudly proclaiming "Holy **** What a ride!"." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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