Chat - Thoughts and Meanderings

[Guest guest]

Here I am again. Back to my thoughts and meanderings. You can

always tell when something is going on in my life <grin>.

My DH and I sat here this morning after reading a low blood sugar

and we started discussing Ian's condition. We both came to the

conclusion that although we have gradually " come out " of denial - we

are really now starting to face the reality of RSS and the realm of

issues that face us. I'll quote my husband " we have had our head

buried in the sand for quite some time " . He couldn't have said it

any better. Every time I think I'm out of the denial phase - I find

that something brings me back out of denial - when I didn't think I

was actually there!

Denial and Grief are strange concepts for me. For one, I don't like

them and two - they are a waste of my time. But, fortunately, I

love a challenge and I'm determined to move forward and accept the

responsibilities that continually face me day-to-day. I will ALWAYS

do the best for my children and I will fight and work through these

nasty feelings as long as I live!

Thanks for reading.

- H