Guest guest Posted February 9, 2004 Report Share Posted February 9, 2004 Sorry Terri, I really don't mean to scare anyone. I NEVER considered I'd EVER be able to eat even " somewhat " normally. I'm hoping this is just a rare thing...I've always had to watch what I eat...even when I was MO...I never gave in to the food thing. They put me in an eating disorder unit once...was really strange for them...(actually their diet consisted of MORE food that what I was used to eating before!) because they monitored my diet 100%....and I continued to gain anyway. I just think MY particular machine is more efficient than even the average MO's machine. It highly disappoints me that I am having this trouble right now...but actually NOT surprised. I just hoped upon hope that my old " thing " whatever it is...would not return, because it causes me to even doubt myself. I hate that! I KNOW I'm doing what I have to do...and I just happen to own a body that takes great delight in betraying me. Sigh. I'm sure you will be fine..even says I'm an oddball....this just doesn't happen! So, be calm and don't worry...I know easy said, huh? Regards~ Jacque " My cat knows the song in my heart and purrs it to me when my memory fails me. " Ok Jacque, you're scaring the crap outta me. I have a 60 " common channel also and I thought - hoped - that I would be able to eat somewhat normally from now on. Now I'm wondering if it's going to " catch up " with me the way that the proximal did. I hope that you figure out what's causing this, because it doesn't sound right that it's happening. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2004 Report Share Posted February 9, 2004 I know that you weren't trying to scare anyone, and looking back, I realize that the way I said it made it seem like I was blaming you, which I'm not. Regain is my biggest fear. Whenever I hear about anyone regaining, I start wondering if I'm going to be next, especially if they're someone who's better at following the rules, like you. ---------------------------------------- Terry Mayers 5DollarHosting.com http://www.5dollarhosting.com .... because it shouldn't cost a fortune to make a fortune! Re: Staple line disruption (Terri) Sorry Terri, I really don't mean to scare anyone. I NEVER considered I'd EVER be able to eat even " somewhat " normally. I'm hoping this is just a rare thing...I've always had to watch what I eat...even when I was MO...I never gave in to the food thing. They put me in an eating disorder unit once...was really strange for them...(actually their diet consisted of MORE food that what I was used to eating before!) because they monitored my diet 100%....and I continued to gain anyway. I just think MY particular machine is more efficient than even the average MO's machine. It highly disappoints me that I am having this trouble right now...but actually NOT surprised. I just hoped upon hope that my old " thing " whatever it is...would not return, because it causes me to even doubt myself. I hate that! I KNOW I'm doing what I have to do...and I just happen to own a body that takes great delight in betraying me. Sigh. I'm sure you will be fine..even says I'm an oddball....this just doesn't happen! So, be calm and don't worry...I know easy said, huh? Regards~ Jacque " My cat knows the song in my heart and purrs it to me when my memory fails me. " Ok Jacque, you're scaring the crap outta me. I have a 60 " common channel also and I thought - hoped - that I would be able to eat somewhat normally from now on. Now I'm wondering if it's going to " catch up " with me the way that the proximal did. I hope that you figure out what's causing this, because it doesn't sound right that it's happening. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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