the feeling

[Guest guest]

ya know when you are sitting around with a bunch of your girlfriends

and you realize that you are different and your child is different

and nothing you can do about it will change it (not that you woudl

want to of course), but you know the feeling. that you don't belong,

or you really do have a worse story to tell than the next person,

that your problem really is worse than theirs, but you know if you

say something the comment will be made, " well that is different "

that is how i feel. isolated, like i am the only one in this world

with challenges, i know i am not and i know that the next guy has a

worse time than me but sometimes you just have to get it out. things

are acutally going REALLY well, but you know those moments. the

deepest darkest feelings you can't really share with anyone except

the girl you know who has the same problems as you? and where does

that even happen? who knows. i guess i can take comfort in how far

we have come and where we have been and that the road has been long

and paved and it is better.

just needed to get it out. have a Great night.

brittany, dear sweet wouldn't trade her for the world, savannah rss