Re: Bozo I AM .

[Guest guest]

Hi M.'s,

It is such a pleasure to share info with fellow adults. I guess it is Sat.

and school is out. Are vandals common in group? Am I so special or just

lucky target for ill people? I am flabbergasted by intense polarity on my

accurate reports of my life/health seen only through my eyes. I remember

that sadly, great success can bring great anger in some.

I began LDN only 7 months ago for help with major fatigue that was crushing

my one man show. I was becoming to feel very ill, tired, old, sad, sick and

lost from '93 to '99. Lymph nodes on fire by '98, real pain for this sissy!!

Diagnosis of chronic lymphocytic leukemia as incurable, fatal cancer was

answer to unwanted question.Tons of antibiotics since '98 brought much

relief from pain, and my whitetrash blood cell count showed less trash than

before.

13k WBC in '96 physical exam. Doc said return in two weeks for retest of

only funny number. I was very poor, very suddenly as my little home art biz

had bled profitability to feed loafing whiteblood cells, which were stealth

guests in my home. What I had done easily for 25 years, now felt like

mountain climbing instead of free skate. Of course I blamed and cursed my

self for this laziness. I went to Dentist for antibiotic for what I prayed

was just weird re-occurring tooth, ear, sinus, & whole-head infections.

Right action for wrong reason. That river in Egypt, as you may know! De'

Nile.

Two years later and I went back with a whine and a whimper! WBC now 36 k.

Diagnosis of CLL was almost relief. I was afraid something was wrong with

me. J Antibiotics every 2 months, and study of CLL list, with passage of

time, restored balance at 40% of past productivity. New housemate whitetrash

cells demand full extra services from suddenly 85 yr. old homely putter. As

I wept for myself, and those member's weekly passing from CLL list, I noted

I was still here as many newbies passed by and out. Maybe one of twelve CLL'

ers have non-treatable creeping disease. Almost normal looking whitetrash

cells are like paramilitaries in Bigdad tonight. Chemos are not even an

option until really way sick. (New mixes are better but still toxic) It does

not work so why drop bombs on self? Even BMT miracles of early '90 are now

known to return serious relapse after 5-10 years. As they say, fatal and

incurable. For me, always the lucky one, I had won 15 years of unsustainable

disability waiting for the next cancer to take me .Oh well, at least I was

never that attached to living forever in this body.

Now finally, patient friends and patients, my answer to your request. I

started LDN seven months ago and promptly ignored it and forgot it. I take

liquid compound by local Albertson's Grocery Pharmacy. (2) 50mg tablets

ground and mixed with 100cc-pharmacy sugar syrup. $ 15 /month Refrigerate. I

take 4mg/ml at bedtime.

CP NALTREXONE 1MG/1ML By ALB is tech description.

I can easily host my new housemates!!

I Am Reborn. I am bulletproof! I was ALWAYS tired. I am Never tired.

I was sleeping 12-14 hours/day, I sleep now about 3 hours/day or six hours

every other day I easily play/work 48 hrs straight and stop only to rest

eyes and honor the up/down cycle of Prakriti (Hindi for Ma'Nature). I have

No antibiotics for months. If I crash and burn I will faithfully report!

Hold your breath, Rodent. Blue rats are funny!!

Thank you for your

unconditional Love and Support, Bill

7-8 months

Bill Blackford

Blackford Studios

2700 N. Holloway

Bethany, Ok. 73008

(405) 495-1975

www.metalsculpture.net

bblackford@...

----- Original Message -----

From: " M*** <mardea

" Bill Blackford " <bblackford@...>

Sent: Saturday, April 05, 2003 5:57 PM

Subject: Re: [low dose naltrexone] Bozo I AM .

> Hi Bill

> Curious to how long that you've been on LDN? What has it done for you? I

> am in the process of getting my doctor to prescribe it for me.

> And good for you---if it works shout it from the highest roof top.

> Marie

> ----- Original Message -----

> From: " Bill Blackford " <bblackford@...>

> " Yahho LDN " <low dose naltrexone >

> Sent: Saturday, April 05, 2003 6:10 PM

> Subject: [low dose naltrexone] Bozo I AM .

>

>

> > Hi M****, Thank for your interest. I am 100% committed to amazing power

of

> > LDN. In my life it has delivered 300% of high expectations. It restored

my

> > Body And Soul!

> >

> > My nick is artisaniam. I am saddened a little to hear of MS

patients

> > who are thrilled with a little more comfort in their wheelchairs as I

crow

> > about jumping over moon. This makes me even more thankful of this Magic

> > Elixir of Life. Reverence was never my strength. I save reverence for my

> > Creator only! All other created beings and myself are just happy Bozos

on

> > same bus. I pay little heed to current bus driver and do not confuse

> driver

> > with my Creator. Best wishes, Bill

> >

>

[Guest guest]

chill a little Bill, I'm glad LDN is working for you, we all appreciate

your enthusiasm.

Phil Harding

University of Michigan

On Sat, 5 Apr 2003, Bill Blackford wrote:

> Hi M****, Thank for your interest. I am 100% committed to amazing power of

> LDN. In my life it has delivered 300% of high expectations. It restored my

> Body And Soul!

>

> My nick is artisaniam. I am saddened a little to hear of MS patients

> who are thrilled with a little more comfort in their wheelchairs as I crow

> about jumping over moon. This makes me even more thankful of this Magic

> Elixir of Life. Reverence was never my strength. I save reverence for my

> Creator only! All other created beings and myself are just happy Bozos on

> same bus. I pay little heed to current bus driver and do not confuse driver

> with my Creator. Best wishes, Bill

>

> Bill Blackford

> Blackford Studios

> 2700 N. Holloway

> Bethany, Ok. 73008

> (405) 495-1975

> www.metalsculpture.net

> bblackford@...

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