How others should live not my feild of expertise!

[Guest guest]

I ask for no personal attacks and made none! Please excuse my thrill at safe

medicine that saved my life. I have NO ill will but I will NOT be told how

to speak my truth or how not to, by you or anyone else. I wish to cause no

harm.I only offer my view of my experance seen with my eyes, no one elses.

******Don't send messages like this again.

> > It is not funny and the people on this group will not appreciate them.

> >

> > L. Finestone

> > Group Moderator*********

If it is not obvious to you the dependant control and overreach of mind

reader pathology, that is not my loss. Those two sentences speak volumes

about author to my eyes and ears , but I could not care much less than I do.

Just flickers on CRT. The world is full of poison snake oil and people that

control/exploit the ill. There is no excuse to try to Judge and EDIT someone

's lifesaving personal experience. It is HARMFULL control not helpful! Maybe

people go around list to avoid censure here ! Is this your goal ? Why do you

support trying to force others to do what you wish and comply with your

worldview? That would make me sick if I did that. Best wishes, but I wonder

about MS chauvinists. Is cancer not serious to you? It is to me, and some

others here. This seems like MS only club and no wonder cancer cures

welcome! Happy healthy cancer host is not threat to you. Hearts can be open

to embrace all!! I can even embrace my whitetrash cancer cells!

A very kind gentleman (DG) explained to me how LDN can return normal cell

death to my lazy indolent white cells .This was a great gift to learn this!

Why do some fellow ill people resent it when someone else stops suffering.

So ready to Judge! Your MS is regrettable to me but is not MY life. You must

tend your business without my control. I require no less. I am professional

only as Artist and pretend no other skills. I am not a PRO at disease and

may not play as you wish.

This is not the only disease in the world. It may be in your world but do

not control others, please. I came here only to tell a true story of my

rebirth and peaceful co-existence with incurable cancer by the grace of LDN.

If my fire is to hot then your only non-coercive option is to shield

yourself not control me .I seek no rewards here. I am not a child since a

few years ago, and I have not had a boss for thirty years. This maybe is why

I am not controllable by others. I 100% support your right to see with your

eyes only. There is not room for both of us in your skull!!

*** why can't you just tone it down a bit and be a tad more professional? No

> one will listen to someone who stands on a virtual soapbox and shouts****

Maybe another poor judgement, mindreader call from the look of private mails

received by me.You only know what you reject and then attempt to transfer

that rejection to others. You have NO right or ability to speak for others.

Very presumptuous of anyone to try that.

I hoped to find a group focused on healing not judging others! Iam still

looking and may find it here, maybe not . No matter really, I am complete.

I welcome all constructive advice and info. I need no boss, but thanks

anyway !

I am professional only as Artist and pretend no other skills.Thanks for

your help and thoughtful expressions of your view. I will never presume to

EDIT your view. Best wishes for your health. Bill

Blackford Studios

2700 N. Holloway

Bethany, Ok. 73008

(405) 495-1975

www.metalsculpture.net

bblackford@...

----- Original Message -----

Sent: Sunday, April 06, 2003 11:38 AM

Subject: Re: [low dose naltrexone] Group Moderator Im-Moderate ? ****Don't

send messages like this again It is not funny and the people on this group

will not appreciate them.**** My swan song here?

> Bill,

> why can't you just tone it down a bit and be a tad more professional? No

> one will listen to someone who stands on a virtual soapbox and shouts

> (spews) out vitriolic messages. I'm glad you've had good effects from LDN,

> I am now convincing-my-neuro to prescribe it for me, but ranting

> will get us nowhere! I am not a mole, or a researcher, or in any way a

> spokesman for the AMA or MS Society, but I AM a 50 year old male who was

> diagnosed with MS last fall and looking for a serious alternative to heavy

> duty drugs. I don't believe the moderator of this group is any of the

> things you accused him of being either, so try and lighten up a bit,

> we're all just trying to get useful information NOT rants and raves from

> anyone! Don't take this personally just try and be more acceptable to

> normal people who are trying to get better.

>

> Phil>

University of

>

> On Sat, 5 Apr 2003, Bill Blackford wrote:

>

> > Mind-reader Coercion heavy hand has ordered me not to speak Truth!!

Hahaha to you sir, ban me if you wish .You have No ability to limit my non

harmful speech, Sir . How do you read minds of group? Are you mind moderator

or just Thought Patrol? I am saddened by your limits to free expression and

lack of understanding of healing humor! Are you AMA mole? Sorry I am not

SERIOUS enough for your one mind.

> >

> > Letters of thanks from group member preceded your sour note in my

mailbox .! You may be less a spokesman for group than you imagine! I

recognize your 100% commitment to be bossey . I am sure you are even free

volunteer. Only pay needed is your power trip . Probably last message before

I am chopped, edited and made moderate by L. Finestone Group Moderator

powertoy!!

> >

> > One Editor and one free and fearless groupie thanked humble poet with

silly grin on LDN lips . One other seeks to show how big his is!

> >

> > Since I will probably be censored, any that wish free exchange may

ignore Gestapo power puppet and mail direct. Power Puppet could transfer to

Communist China. I have heard of the great need for Thought Police

there. Can you read Chinese thought also ?

> >

> >

> > ----- Original Message -----

> > From: LFinestone@...

> > bblackford@...

> > Sent: Saturday, April 05, 2003 10:29 AM

> > Subject: LDN site

> >

> >

> > Don't send messages like this again.

> > It is not funny and the people on this group will not appreciate them.

> >

> > L. Finestone

> > Group Moderator.

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi all,

I have been away from this computer for a bit and may have missed

something...maybe not but I'm just a little confused by what I have seen.

Just an observation but I am quite sure that we can all share this board and

share our experiences regardless of what horrible disease we have. I for one

am like a sponge, willing to listen to anyone with a story regardless of how

it is offered. We are right now fighting for the rights of men and women in

a foreign land to be able to speak without a tongue being cut out after the

wrong thing being said. I think a group {{{{{{hug}}}}} is in order. Joyce.

>From: " Bill Blackford " <bblackford@...>

> " Yahho LDN " <low dose naltrexone >, " G. Harding "

><philh@...>

>Subject: [low dose naltrexone] How others should live not my feild of

>expertise!

>Date: Sun, 6 Apr 2003 13:52:18 -0500

>

>I ask for no personal attacks and made none! Please excuse my thrill at

>safe

>medicine that saved my life. I have NO ill will but I will NOT be told how

>to speak my truth or how not to, by you or anyone else. I wish to cause no

>harm.I only offer my view of my experance seen with my eyes, no one elses.

>

>******Don't send messages like this again.

> > > It is not funny and the people on this group will not appreciate them.

> > >

> > > L. Finestone

> > > Group Moderator*********

>

>If it is not obvious to you the dependant control and overreach of mind

>reader pathology, that is not my loss. Those two sentences speak volumes

>about author to my eyes and ears , but I could not care much less than I

>do.

>Just flickers on CRT. The world is full of poison snake oil and people that

>control/exploit the ill. There is no excuse to try to Judge and EDIT

>someone

>'s lifesaving personal experience. It is HARMFULL control not helpful!

>Maybe

>people go around list to avoid censure here ! Is this your goal ? Why do

>you

>support trying to force others to do what you wish and comply with your

>worldview? That would make me sick if I did that. Best wishes, but I wonder

>about MS chauvinists. Is cancer not serious to you? It is to me, and some

>others here. This seems like MS only club and no wonder cancer cures

>welcome! Happy healthy cancer host is not threat to you. Hearts can be open

>to embrace all!! I can even embrace my whitetrash cancer cells!

>

>A very kind gentleman (DG) explained to me how LDN can return normal cell

>death to my lazy indolent white cells .This was a great gift to learn this!

>Why do some fellow ill people resent it when someone else stops suffering.

>So ready to Judge! Your MS is regrettable to me but is not MY life. You

>must

>tend your business without my control. I require no less. I am professional

>only as Artist and pretend no other skills. I am not a PRO at disease and

>may not play as you wish.

>

>This is not the only disease in the world. It may be in your world but do

>not control others, please. I came here only to tell a true story of my

>rebirth and peaceful co-existence with incurable cancer by the grace of

>LDN.

>If my fire is to hot then your only non-coercive option is to shield

>yourself not control me .I seek no rewards here. I am not a child since a

>few years ago, and I have not had a boss for thirty years. This maybe is

>why

>I am not controllable by others. I 100% support your right to see with your

>eyes only. There is not room for both of us in your skull!!

>

>*** why can't you just tone it down a bit and be a tad more professional?

>No

> > one will listen to someone who stands on a virtual soapbox and

>shouts****

>

>Maybe another poor judgement, mindreader call from the look of private

>mails

>received by me.You only know what you reject and then attempt to transfer

>that rejection to others. You have NO right or ability to speak for others.

>Very presumptuous of anyone to try that.

>

>I hoped to find a group focused on healing not judging others! Iam still

>looking and may find it here, maybe not . No matter really, I am complete.

>

>I welcome all constructive advice and info. I need no boss, but thanks

>anyway !

>

> I am professional only as Artist and pretend no other skills.Thanks for

>your help and thoughtful expressions of your view. I will never presume to

>EDIT your view. Best wishes for your health. Bill

>

>

>Blackford Studios

>2700 N. Holloway

>Bethany, Ok. 73008

>(405) 495-1975

>www.metalsculpture.net

>bblackford@...

>----- Original Message -----

>

>Sent: Sunday, April 06, 2003 11:38 AM

>Subject: Re: [low dose naltrexone] Group Moderator Im-Moderate ? ****Don't

>send messages like this again It is not funny and the people on this group

>will not appreciate them.**** My swan song here?

>

>

> > Bill,

> > why can't you just tone it down a bit and be a tad more professional? No

> > one will listen to someone who stands on a virtual soapbox and shouts

> > (spews) out vitriolic messages. I'm glad you've had good effects from

>LDN,

> > I am now convincing-my-neuro to prescribe it for me, but ranting

> > will get us nowhere! I am not a mole, or a researcher, or in any way a

> > spokesman for the AMA or MS Society, but I AM a 50 year old male who was

> > diagnosed with MS last fall and looking for a serious alternative to

>heavy

> > duty drugs. I don't believe the moderator of this group is any of the

> > things you accused him of being either, so try and lighten up a bit,

> > we're all just trying to get useful information NOT rants and raves from

> > anyone! Don't take this personally just try and be more acceptable to

> > normal people who are trying to get better.

> >

> > Phil>

>University of

> >

> > On Sat, 5 Apr 2003, Bill Blackford wrote:

> >

> > > Mind-reader Coercion heavy hand has ordered me not to speak Truth!!

>Hahaha to you sir, ban me if you wish .You have No ability to limit my non

>harmful speech, Sir . How do you read minds of group? Are you mind

>moderator

>or just Thought Patrol? I am saddened by your limits to free expression and

>lack of understanding of healing humor! Are you AMA mole? Sorry I am not

>SERIOUS enough for your one mind.

> > >

> > > Letters of thanks from group member preceded your sour note in my

>mailbox .! You may be less a spokesman for group than you imagine! I

>recognize your 100% commitment to be bossey . I am sure you are even free

>volunteer. Only pay needed is your power trip . Probably last message

>before

>I am chopped, edited and made moderate by L. Finestone Group Moderator

>powertoy!!

> > >

> > > One Editor and one free and fearless groupie thanked humble poet with

>silly grin on LDN lips . One other seeks to show how big his is!

> > >

> > > Since I will probably be censored, any that wish free exchange may

>ignore Gestapo power puppet and mail direct. Power Puppet could transfer to

> Communist China. I have heard of the great need for Thought Police

>there. Can you read Chinese thought also ?

> > >

> > >

>

> > > ----- Original Message -----

> > > From: LFinestone@...

> > > bblackford@...

> > > Sent: Saturday, April 05, 2003 10:29 AM

> > > Subject: LDN site

> > >

> > >

> > > Don't send messages like this again.

> > > It is not funny and the people on this group will not appreciate them.

> > >

> > > L. Finestone

> > > Group Moderator.

> >

> >

>

>

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