hello everyone

[Guest guest]

Lately, I've been so excited about this new treatment, I believe my

endorphins have already kicked in a little bit.

I know this is going to sound weird- but I want to tell you all something.

I stumbled on the idea of endorphins being the key to healing many years

ago. Seriously- I even mentioned it to my Drs. They just laughed at me.

I've been telling everyone to get their endorphins moving - that it was

important and everyone humored me. I even called myself an endorphin junkie.

I felt I had some control over it - I used to be able to trigger them. It's

funny that the time they are saying for the LDN is between 9 and 3 am-

because that's when I found it best for working on it also.

I'm an artist.

I paint. I used to paint between 9 and 5 am. It was almost compulsive. And

I would listen to classical or progressive music. I would have almost

vision like images pop into my head. I am not crazy. I call it visionary -

now I know it's got to be true.

I've had MS effecting me for 25 years. I can't run, but it's only been in

the past year that I feel like I've really starting sliding downhill. I

have to use my cane all the time. I'm always tired. I sleep so much- I

don't even want to get out of bed. In fact 3 months ago, I stopped painting

all together. I don't listen to music- I just went blank inside.

I know my endorphins have dropped.

I started taking prozac to keep from crying everyday.

So when a friend on the MS views group brought up the LDN- and I started

looking into it, I knew this was the treatment for me. I know Dr. Bihari

has hit the mark!!! You all are such a new inspiration for me. This road is

the one I've been waiting for.

And since I'm telling you about my visionary stuff- I want to add one more

thing. In my visions.. I saw, that it wasn't the immune system itself- it

was a virus that was riding on the cells of immune system. I don't know if

that makes any sense to anyone. I dont' really know how to explain it

better.

maybe I am nuts- but...

It doesn't really matter.

I am just grateful for all of you here- talking and taking the step

forward. Not rolling over and giving up. I mean this from every part of my

being-

THANK YOU! ALL OF YOU!!

love,

alex

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