Re: Depressed

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Reid,

I went through a period when I was experiencing rages...They were so

bad, I would sweat from head to toe. My doctor told me the sweating was

from getting so engrossed in the rage itself. Thank God the rages have

pretty much passed, but they scared the *%(* & # out of me. I felt like I

was going crazy......Hoppefully the depression will lesson.

Do you know what amazed me more than anything with this disease?

Friends.....One by one they wallked out of my life. Unbelievable. I guess

some just could'nt handle it. I wish it were that easy for me......to just

disappear...without a conscience.? ???? No way, that is not me at

all....

Re: [Lyme-aid] Depressed

>From: RMcmur3194@...

>

>nuero lyme can do that while i only crie from depression......a good lyme

>friend of mine is unable to control emotins at all due to lyme ......he

will

>just start crying for no reason in particular.......or laughing ......or

>getting violent tendancies......

>many things happen to us .....and most can be attributed to lyme......

>Reid

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Lovette,

I have neurological lyme. So, I think that has alot to do with it too.

Plus I am married and unable to function fully as a wife. I am sick so much

tnat I could care less, but I take on such a burden for my husband. God, I

tell him he does not have to stay but he says he is here to the end. In one

breath, I am thankfrl to have him and in another, I feel pressured...It is a

constant battle of the mind...I guess we are learning what " for better or

worse " really means....Love,

Re: [Lyme-aid] Depressed

>From: " F. Mott " <smott@...>

>

> Girard wrote:

>>

>> Has anyone ever had a day where a you did is cry? I mean I am

>> finding myself crying at the drop of a hat. I also feel so

>> sensetive. I am the only one who has lyme in my home soooooothat

>> should tell you enough. My doctor wants me to start a support group

>> for this area, but I am just not up to it yet,,,,,These crying jags I

>> am having .........I don't even really know why I am crying. Then

>> when I try to figure out what it is all about..a hundred different

>> reasons blanket my shoulders and it make it worse. I mean by this

>> time I do not even kwow how it all got started. Round and round I go

>> will it ever stop???? Only the spirochetes know!

>> ''the blat baby''

>> G

>>

>>

>Dear : Been there, done that! I am now on Zoloft because the

>medications I took just made me an emotional roller coaster. Plus, I

>have encephalopathy in my brain, and that is right where your emotions

>are centered. Anti-depressants will help to normalize the situation. My

>doc told me it wasn't for depression, it was for lyme! Whatever, it

>works. Besides, you probably have reason enough to cry - you've got

>this blasted disease and it is terrible to lose the health you used to

>have.

>

>Lovette

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,

Not only to I have crying jags, but I have no patience and have become a ranting

raving maniac. I can't handle any stress at all without crying or losing my

temper. But I'm on my third anti-depressant. Zoloft & Effexor had too many bad

side affects for me. Now I'm on Wellbutrin and it seems to being helping, yet I

still have those days! Everyone reacts differently to anti-depressants, so you

might have to try a few before finding one that will work for you. Then it takes

about a month to kick in. Hope your doctor will put you on something for it.

Have you asked? Good luck, I know with the holidays its even worse. Most the

time I feel so useless as a wife and mother that the guilt overwhelms me and

that doesn't help with the crying. But sometimes the crying makes me feel better

afterwards. Know you are not alone though.

Hugs & good health

Vicki, Md

Subject: [Lyme-aid] Depressed

Has anyone ever had a day where a you did is cry? I mean I am finding

myself crying at the drop of a hat. I also feel so sensetive.

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In a message dated 12/14/1999 11:45:29 AM Eastern Standard Time,

ranlin@... writes:

<< I am taking 200mg. of Zoloft. I thought it was working fine. I do know I

am having a problem dealing with the holidays. I cry just talking about it.

>>

Dear ,

I was taking Paxil and later zoloft a couple of years ago. I stopped because

I didn't like the weight I was gaining from it. I eventually lost the extra

weight...at the time I had no idea my depression was due to the lyme or that

I had the disease. Now that I am being treated I was getting a lot of anxiety

and depression again so now I am on Effexor. I find it helps (and without

the extra pounds). After reading your mail I realized I had been feeling

real anxious and down the past couple of days. Guess what? I forgot to take

my effexor the last few days. Just so busy with holiday stuff and not

feeling so great this week that I didn't think about it. I guess it really

does work. It's a fairly new drug but I think it works pretty well. I am

under a lot of stress in many areas of my life and it keeps me on an even

keel. You might want to ask your doc about it. {{{{{{}}}}}}}}

Blessings,

Lor

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Hang in there Jan, it'll pass. As you know, I'm hard at work right now. You take care of those hormone things and see a dr if the depression doesn't clear. We don't want to hear "hurricane Jan" stirring things up down in the bayous! -dz-

Jannewilms42@... wrote: Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

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Hi Jan, I have been kind of out of it. About all I have been doing is work, reading my E-mail & sleeping. They are driving me crazy at work. But I will hang in there. I don't feel depressed, but some times I wonder if the feeling out of it, is a sign of depresstion.

Terry

Jannewilms42@... wrote: Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

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Hi don't despair I am late but I am here. Bill was home today and I just couldn't stop myself from playing with the hubby. Love ya Fluffy from the back row saying Perk up and wonder if that infections dragging ya down? [ ] Depressed Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

[Guest guest]

Hey Jan, you've had a lot of problems lately. It's no

wonder your depressed. I always give myself a little

time and Feel sorry for myself and then snap out of

it.I figure I'm entitled to feel depressed for a few

days. It's when it lasts a few weeks or you think

about hurting yourself, that you need help. And it

could be the hormones. Allow yourself some self pity

time. Pamper yourself. Spend at least one day only

doing what you want to do. And talk if you want to.

I'm usually around sooner or later.

Sharon

--- Jannewilms42@... wrote:

> Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty

> depressed lately..Don't

> even feel like getting out of bed most of the

> time..Don't know what's

> wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the

> hormone thing I don't

> know....Seems not too many people in here have

> gotten on today..Wonder where

> everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

>

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Hey Terry, this treatment seems to have a great

effect on my mind. Especially 2 or 3 days after my

shot. I'm thinking about locking myself in the house

on the day after treatment because I lose things and

have no short term memory. We'll make it though. In

fact last weekend I got very frustrated because I

can't do what I used to, but we'll be OK in a few more

months. I do # 26 tomorrow.

Sharon

--- Terry Long <pawpawto3@...> wrote:

>

> Hi Jan, I have been kind of out of it. About all

> I have been doing is work, reading my E-mail &

> sleeping. They are driving me crazy at work. But I

> will hang in there. I don't feel depressed, but some

> times I wonder if the feeling out of it, is a sign

> of depresstion.

> Terry

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[Guest guest]

Hey Terry, this treatment seems to have a great

effect on my mind. Especially 2 or 3 days after my

shot. I'm thinking about locking myself in the house

on the day after treatment because I lose things and

have no short term memory. We'll make it though. In

fact last weekend I got very frustrated because I

can't do what I used to, but we'll be OK in a few more

months. I do # 26 tomorrow.

Sharon

--- Terry Long <pawpawto3@...> wrote:

>

> Hi Jan, I have been kind of out of it. About all

> I have been doing is work, reading my E-mail &

> sleeping. They are driving me crazy at work. But I

> will hang in there. I don't feel depressed, but some

> times I wonder if the feeling out of it, is a sign

> of depresstion.

> Terry

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[Guest guest]

Thanks dz..I will and beleive me if I don't get the old hormones balanced there will be a hurricane on the bayou!!

[Guest guest]

It is just the tx causing all of this Terry..I remember when I was on it I had went through all types of things but as you stay on it things will get better..It's just a little rough in the beginning..

[Guest guest]

Hey no fever for a while now..Usually by the end of the day I am getting a little sore but other than that physically I feel pretty good..Thanks Fluffy..Glad to know ya had fun playing with the hubby!!Keep on playin girl!!

[Guest guest]

TY Sharon..When the hubby asks what's wrong I just look at him and say you don't always have great days either and now it's my turn..Men just don't understand..I think I need a vacation to my in-laws again..It's been a while since I went for a few days without the hubby!! LOL

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If you had said you would rather be on line with us instead of spending time with hubby. I would start worrying about you.

Terry

WILLIAM A WALTKE <kbwaltke@...> wrote:

Hi don't despair I am late but I am here. Bill was home today and I just couldn't stop myself from playing with the hubby.

Love ya Fluffy from the back row saying Perk up and wonder if that infections dragging ya down?

[ ] Depressed

Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

[Guest guest]

Hummmmm I"d rather be on line than spend time with mine!! LOL

[Guest guest]

Nope if its one thing I look forward to its time with the Hubby I can't ever seem to get enough time with him. Fluffy [ ] Depressed Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

[Guest guest]

Whoo Hoo Fluffy enjoys the hubby more than a Sundae!!! I'd rather a good book than mine.....LOL

[Guest guest]

Well Terry we already knew you were in love with Suzy..Ya don't have to rub it in on how great a marriage you 2 have.....Hahahahaha...Not all of us are that fortunate...hahahaha..If my hubby could straighten out maybe I'd rather him than a book!!!

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I am trying to look to when he might just take some time so we can if nothing else go sit by a lake in the camper Just sit and stare at each other. LOL We love to do that .... just go and do nothing at all no schedule but so far the most optimal would be mothers day and since we have kids I would hope they want some time and attention. from dear old Mom. Sure felt good to have that one day though you know it. Fluffy Re: [ ] Depressed Hey no fever for a while now..Usually by the end of the day I am getting a little sore but other than that physically I feel pretty good..Thanks Fluffy..Glad to know ya had fun playing with the hubby!!Keep on playin girl!!

[Guest guest]

Oh Oh..... run for cover ever man for themselves..... Fluffy Re: [ ] Depressed Thanks dz..I will and beleive me if I don't get the old hormones balanced there will be a hurricane on the bayou!!

[Guest guest]

Hilarious!!! Or not depends on how you look at that. I'd rather have 10 minutes just to sit content with mine than a double fudge hot sundae... and thats Chocolate.... think on that a minute. LOL Re: [ ] Depressed Hummmmm I"d rather be on line than spend time with mine!! LOL

[Guest guest]

I scheduled my vacation this week for the summer. This is the hardest time for me, now that I know it's scheduled I can't wait for it to happen!! I didn't enjoy it as well as I should have last year, being on the treatment (although the R & R still did me a world of good), I intend to make up for it this year. More biking and fishing and hiking... I'm going in mid july, then again in mid august, and of course a week in november for deer hunting... -dz-

WILLIAM A WALTKE <kbwaltke@...> wrote:

I am trying to look to when he might just take some time so we can if nothing else go sit by a lake in the camper

Just sit and stare at each other. LOL We love to do that .... just go and do nothing at all no schedule but so

far the most optimal would be mothers day and since we have kids I would hope they want some time and attention.

from dear old Mom. Sure felt good to have that one day though you know it. Fluffy

Re: [ ] Depressed

Hey no fever for a while now..Usually by the end of the day I am getting a little sore but other than that physically I feel pretty good..Thanks Fluffy..Glad to know ya had fun playing with the hubby!!Keep on playin girl!!

[Guest guest]

I feel the same about Susy.

Terry

WILLIAM A WALTKE <kbwaltke@...> wrote:

Nope if its one thing I look forward to its time with the Hubby I can't ever seem to get enough time with him. Fluffy

[ ] Depressed

Hey everyone how are ya?? I have been feeling pretty depressed lately..Don't even feel like getting out of bed most of the time..Don't know what's wrong..I hate feeling like this too...Maybe it's the hormone thing I don't know....Seems not too many people in here have gotten on today..Wonder where everyone is..Yall get in touch ok??

[Guest guest]

Oh that sounds good..... Its always murder for us to even take a few days. We thought being self employed would be the ticket. HA..... no paid vacations there. LOL.... Mostly I see Bill work 6 days or more a week to keep up with keeping everthing flowing and happy. Somedays I wish hed just go get a job.. You just enjoy that time to the max. Catch a big old fish.... I got a story for you on that. I have caught a few nice ones. Well we were out one evening and the wind was picking up al of a sudden my pole bent and I was fighting to get what I thought might be a Wiper on my line. I am like come on baby show me what you got. I reeled it in and finally got it up on shore. It was an over grown blue gill and I was the laughing stock for weeks on end. So catch a big un...... LOL Re: [ ] Depressed Hey no fever for a while now..Usually by the end of the day I am getting a little sore but other than that physically I feel pretty good..Thanks Fluffy..Glad to know ya had fun playing with the hubby!!Keep on playin girl!!