TSS Gone...now dealing with change

September 15, 2008

Okay the TSS is gone...but when my son found out that his original

TSS was not coming back...he threw his backpack, lunch and jacket and

stomped into the house and turned around and threw his wallet.....he

said I lied to him...that his origianl TSS was suppose to come back

and now he says he doesn't want to deal with all these people any

more...he says they didn't help him...he did is on his own. He ran

to my bed and threw himself on it and threw the pillow over his head.

I called the Case Manager and told him how he was reacting...and he

said that his original TSS who was suppose to come back to us...was

assigned someone else and that my son needs to adjust to

changes...that the world is not perfect and he has to learn to cope.

I was so upset ...I almost hung up on him....I yeahed him to death

and said good bye. Even I feel disappointed.....I feel let down...and

if I feel it ...how do you think my son feels. all these

disappoints and changes....they have so much stress and now more.

And, I feel stressed just watching him....then my son got angry and

told me to get out ...and made the slit the throw sign...and I said

go ahead ...and stared right at him...looked him right in the

eye....I said go right ahead and then I could see him calm and he

said ...I can't cause i love you....wow! But he was that angry.

His mobile therapist was due at the house at 4:30 p.m. and I

thought...this is good because we can talk and he can tell her how

upset, hurt, depressed and angry he was...and she would be able to

witness this....but guess what ...she called and had an emergency and

could not make it...we talked and she could hear how upset I was...so

she said she would call when she was done but it was already 6:30 and

I said my son had calmed down...she will be stopping by tomorrow....

The roller coaster is really making me sick! And, I feel like getting

off it....

Oh, when my son was in his room ...he called his old tSS to say

goodbye and he wished my son good luck....oh....what a tear jerker....

I just wanted to cry.

Jan

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