Guest guest Posted May 6, 2002 Report Share Posted May 6, 2002 http://www.newsday.com/news/printedition/ny-b2695974may06.story?coll=ny%2Dne ws%2Dprint Taking His Art Beyond Therapy Devastated by a painful disease, one man sends a message By A. Ruhling STAFF WRITER May 6, 2002 He's rail thin, and he walks - carefully and slowly - with the aid of a wooden cane. He's 42, but he looks frail. He looks as though he's in pain. Spagnoli has Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome, or RSD, an incurable, chronic illness. " It's like having sciatica in all your extremities, " he said, " and on top of that, having a full-body sunburn, plus pneumonia. " He can tell you how there were times that he couldn't dial a telephone, he couldn't light a match, he couldn't bear to wear clothes, how he soaked in the bathtub for three days at a stretch, not even getting out to sleep. But you'll understand it better if you can see his pain. Look at the picture he's painted. It's called " Thermosystemic, " and it's his personal ode to RSD, the disease that won't let him go. Against the black background rise razor-sharp spikes, representing nerve endings on fire emitting blood-curdling screams. It hurts to look at it. It hurts to look at Spagnoli. " It's almost like you're terminal, " he said, " like you're dying, but unlike death, it is never ending. " It is through paintings such as " Thermosystemic, " which alludes to a test that RSD patients undergo, that Spagnoli hopes to make the world aware of the disease that has so changed his world. Although his mixed-media paintings, some of which incorporate medications and medical paraphernalia, are specifically about his own fight with the disease, they are meant, he said, to chronicle the pain experienced by all RSD sufferers. Spagnoli's own story starts in 1996. He was a community service facilitator at a Brooklyn high school, coordinating teenage volunteers. Right after he moved into his Flushing home, he came down with a mysterious ailment that would finally be diagnosed as RSD, the poorly understood and often unrecognized multi-symptom, multi-system syndrome that usually affects one or more extremities or even the entire body. According to the Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome Association of America, the disorder is common, affecting about 5 percent of those who suffer physical injuries, and dates back to Civil War times. " I had ripped out all the carpets in the house, and I had gotten repetitive stress injury in my elbow, " he says. " Then one day I threw a newspaper into the car - it was the Sunday New York Times, so it was heavy - and my right arm burned from my shoulders to my fingers. Then my left arm did the same. " Before he knew what he had, the pain had started to spread and had become unmanageable. His weight went from 145 to 112. " It's like my nervous system was being hijacked, " he said, adding that he became super-sensitive to everything in his environment. Through the years, he went to several doctors and tried several treatments, everything from steroids to self-hypnosis. Now, he takes injections of Buprenex - sometimes two or three a day - to ease the pain. " The drug is my only pain relief, " he said. " I have to be very careful about everything. A twisted ankle could set it off. Moving my paintbrush, sometimes I have to stop after a couple of hours. I'm susceptible to colds. " It is only through his painting and the support of his wife, , and daughters Dana, 10, and Maya, 7, that he has come to grips with RSD. " Art was always my refuge. I began it as therapy, and it became a narrative, it became a story, " he said, adding that he turned his basement into his studio/therapeutic center. " I wanted to convey the experience as much as possible, but I didn't want to scare people away. " The artwork, which he describes as " lyrically abstract " and which looks like Damien Hirst on tranquilizers, incorporates RSD-related items. Some are collages that include syringes, iodine - which is used to clean the site of the injections - and epsom salts. It is his hope that the works will be publicly displayed for educational purposes. " RSD is curable, reversible in the first 60 days, " he said, adding that he also is writing an autobiographical book about the disease titled " The Third Fire. " " But doctors are not trained to recognize it until it is clinically observable, and by then, it is too late. " Although he is working on other non-RSD projects, including a comic strip that he hopes to syndicate, his RSD art is his priority. He doesn't want to sell the paintings; he simply wants to exhibit them to send a message. Again, he studied the searing " Thermosystemic, " noting that at the very tips of those nerve endings, he has painted a pleasant blue sky. " That cool area, I guess, symbolizes hope, " he said as he picked up his wooden cane again. For more information on Spagnoli's RSD artwork, call 718-460-6818, or e-mail him at slumber jak@.... Copyright © 2002, Newsday, Inc. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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