Re: It's Not In My Head

[Guest guest]

Well you just won your wife an award from NTMC, and Carroll Productin

Co. Will send it to you via snailmail if you will send your address.

What a wonderful poem.

So true. It reminds me of another person. EDGAR ALLAN POE, the famous

author wrote most of his works after years of long term carbon-

monoxide poisoning. That was some of his famous works. Most people do

not know he is the POSTER BOY for C.O. Poisoning.

We would certainly like to publish your poem in our first newsletter

do out in May. You can write or email us with a release.

This year I won the INTERNATIONAL MERIT AWARD FOR POETRY,from a poem

at my Carroll Foundations website:

www.geocities.com./marbme12/thecarrollfoundation.

you can access the poem by clicking on link: Tribute Page.

You should go to Poetry.com and send your poem in for a money prize

and copyright. It is self-explainatory.

Please email me with your name and mailing address so we can send

your award certificate and trophy. Hopefully you can make an

appearance at the National Convention in Oct. in Branson, Mo.

and read it publically.

Thanks to you,

Carroll-Bower, President and Founder, National Toxic Mold

Coalition and Foundation, Carroll Production Co. Branson, Mo.

Carroll Modeling and Talent Co.

> Dear All,

> This is something my wife had written one night about 3am when she

> was experiencing alot of pain. It's not something we can explain,

she

> has never written any poems at all, it's just something that is

> happening now. I hope you all enjoy it. I'm sure you understand.

> KC

>

>

>

> IT'S NOT IN MY HEAD

>

> It starts out slowly like a thief in the night

> Something is happening, something is wrong. Whatever it is

something

> is definately not right.

>

> You go from doctor to doctor with a miramid of complaints, only to

be

> told it's all in your head. But, you know that can't be true. Why

> can't you find a doctor who will believe and listen to you?

>

> You finally find out what horrible disorder has taken hold.

> Unfortunately for you you've been exposed to toxic mold.

>

> We search for a cure, we want to get well.

> Little do we know we have just entered our own living hell.

>

> Hopefully you have people around you that care. Because you will

find

> getting someone to treat and believe you is very rare.

>

> The life you once knew is completely gone.

> Your life now, are support groups to help you go on.

>

> Just remember one thing, you are not alone.

> There are many of us out there who are willing to share and many

> more who really do care.

>

> Written by: SMCarstens

> 2002

>

>

> There is someone involved in this group that is a publisher that I

> remember reading, please contact me. Thank You.