Re: Scared - well terrified and trying to keep it together - UPDATE

[Guest guest]

Well I saw the Rad Doc today to get the news about the needle biopsy and just as

I had thought the cancer is back. The doctor looked at me with such PITY but no

caring and all I thought was FU! ----Sorry all that is what I felt I couldn't

help it!

I am supposed to start radiation tomorrow - this cancer is so aggressive I think

I need to do the rads just to help me - there is talk of maybe 3 - 6 cycles of

chemo after but I don't know that they will do much good. I am going to go

strictly on the Budwig Protocol but I have to do the rads for now.

Right now I feel like I am choking and I hurt right now inside - it is a

reaction that I get when I am very stressed - I know I have to calm down inside.

I have been doing I guess my form of meditation when I have been waking up and

telling myself I am going to get to NED. I aim to make that happen.

Any thoughts?

[Guest guest]

I am going to sound super dumb but I don't really understand what you are

talking about.

Could you maybe explain it to me in a slower way so I can catch up!

>

> If you are going to do radiation to the breast then you might

> consider various sensitizers. Those I like include vit E succinate,

> quercetin, dipyridamole, carbogen with hyperthermia (although I have

> not tried this with TNBC/IBC), ethacrynic acid, and PARP

> inhibitors. There are various non-toxic substances that can be used

> to help induce PARP cleavage. These include caffeine (and the other

> xanthines), niacinamide, and curcumin. I occasionally make a very

> effective one (dithiodinicotinic acid) but I wait till several people

> need it at the same time because it is expensive to make and it takes

> me at least a week. Five years ago I was making plenty and just

> giving it away as we had private funding. Unfortunately the monies

> dried up, I think mostly because the donor could not understand the

> chemistry nor the importance of the compound. I wish I had saved

> about ten kilos; I would wallow in it.

>

[Guest guest]

Have you considered using Pau D'Arco tea yet? Below is a very interesting

article written by a Dr. about the incredible cancer curing abilities of this

herb. This might be a good choice to add to the Budwig protocol. I watched chemo

kill 2 of my relatives. It was definitely the chemo and the 27 other meds they

were taking that destroyed them. I suspect they both would have lived longer and

had a better quality of life if they had not taken chemo and all the other toxic

drugs they were prescribed. JMO

http://www.oralchelation.com/taheebo/research/page1.htm

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> Well I saw the Rad Doc today to get the news about the needle biopsy and just

as I had thought the cancer is back. The doctor looked at me with such PITY but

no caring and all I thought was FU! ----Sorry all that is what I felt I couldn't

help it!

>

> I am supposed to start radiation tomorrow - this cancer is so aggressive I

think I need to do the rads just to help me - there is talk of maybe 3 - 6

cycles of chemo after but I don't know that they will do much good. I am going

to go strictly on the Budwig Protocol but I have to do the rads for now.

>

> Right now I feel like I am choking and I hurt right now inside - it is a

reaction that I get when I am very stressed - I know I have to calm down inside.

I have been doing I guess my form of meditation when I have been waking up and

telling myself I am going to get to NED. I aim to make that happen.

>

> Any thoughts?

>