how can i forgive myself??

[Guest guest]

how can i forgive myself for giving making myself sick...for choosing to have

bad lifestyle habits in my life. I know i am a very kind person to

everyone...how can i forgive myself so that i can heal myself??? I am a

Christian and believe in forgiveness to anyone else but myself...I need help..i

feel so much shame and guilt.

[Guest guest]

Hi, forgiving your self is a process. I have had the exact same feelings as

you are. What I've come to understand is that I made myself sick, created my

cancer as part of a very serious life lesson.

It's up to me to heed that message - learn the lesson - and change my life

for the better.

I can forgive myself if I can truly examine all the elements that I need to

change, and make them; including food, drink, lifestyle, work, life, family

and remaining true to myself/taking care of myself.

I have a path. I got off the path and now I need to find it again, with

God's help. And through that, I know in my heart that I can find forgiveness

for myself.

I know you will too.

Sending love and hope,

Barbara